Without Thoughts

I'm just passing through every day without thoughts. Letting second by second, lead to hours and a day passed without knowing what am I going to do next. Just following the way without making my own path. I know that either a day or a time I got to face the reality but I can't. I know either way something bad is going to happen. And it just not nice.

Today we had PTC for Form 2s so I did class duty. 2 guys broke a window under my sight. And I thought I was in deep trouble but I was ok.. Board didn't take charges but warned the students instead. What else?? I had fun ushering and during class duty as we gossiped and shared secrets with students. It was fun and it was a good time sharing some private time with the students. I thank them for making my prefect's life so wonderful.

Havn't talk to Ash lately since different duty points. And I just wished something, a miracle at least, will happen. That would be great. Or something that would just clear my thoughts. I'm just so troubled by this. I really want this to end as quickly as possible...

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