Concert is tomorrow and on Saturday. I'll be going to Mid-Valley with Ash to kill time before going back to school for ushering. We had a whole day of practice today. And it was so boring for the non-participants. We got to do duty. And stand for 1 hour 40 minutes cause the students are using the classrooms. It ws like the worst day ever.
I've gotten back with khai after er.. 1 week plus? He has been there through bad and through good. Smooth and through rough. Shit and through poo. Screaming and shouting and hurtful words from me, yet he's still standing still as a rock and sticking to his rights. It touches my heart with his perseverance. Cause I'll not be able to do what he does. Defending himself. Telling me that I'm doing the wrong stuff and all. It was pissing but at the end, it was worth it listening to him just once. To him, now everyday passes so slowly whereas I feel time passes so quickly. Urgh.
PMR. Is NEARING. Like what? 78 days i think... Scary. Stressful. Annoying. I just want it to end then I can parteeee.... Not really. Have to go back Penang and stuff again. Haiz. PMR, GET OUT OF MY LIFE.... XD
Life is so short. There was this once incident that happened to my friend, Ruth. She argued with her bf for 2 months, gotten back as lovely as ever and just yesterday, they argued once again. She ended the call without telling "I LOVE YOU", without emotion and the next thing she know, he never calls back. He promised to call at 9.30 p.m but no call came in. She didn't bother until a call came in at 11.30 p.m. It was her bf. He told her he had fainted and he has low blood pressure. It was fatal as it may cause death. She never ever want to end a call that way again incase if he had really gone to paradise, how can she ever forgive herself?
Next incident, this girl and my friend was dating for 7 years. From childhood friend blooms to constant strong love bond. They were together, jogging as a cute couple. He just walked ONE step ahead of her, only ONE step. A car from behind, knocked her down right in front of his eyes and she just went to coma for 5 months. Just lied there in her bed. All he could do was to pray for her to wake up. Next thing he knew, he woke up. It was a miracle. But on his birthday, she broke the bad news. She has cancer. 3rd stage cancer and she can't live longer. 2 days later, she passed away. She was only 15. Going through such hardship without living a perfect teenage life just broke all our hearts. She has left. He cried. He attended the funeral. He tried to commit suicide. In school. But failed. Students cried. Teachers were worried. He's totally changed into a new person. But he's still moving on.
All this are real life incident that I'm sharing. Think about it. What if your love one just leave in such a terrible way without telling you they love you. Wouldn't it be too late to realize it? Appreciate everything you have in life now. Enjoy it. Stop making yourself hate your life, make your life miserable when you can make your life wonderful. Excellent. I've lost him from my silly mistakes. Yet I'm thankful he's still here to complete me. Grateful that he hasn't left. If you're reading this post, and you feel that you haven't done what you're suppose to do, do it NOW. Instantly. Do you want to regret or do you want a happy loveable memorable life? I don't want grieve to take over my life. Look at how surprises and deadly experience could change and take someone aback.
I love you, bi.
=)
I've gotten back with khai after er.. 1 week plus? He has been there through bad and through good. Smooth and through rough. Shit and through poo. Screaming and shouting and hurtful words from me, yet he's still standing still as a rock and sticking to his rights. It touches my heart with his perseverance. Cause I'll not be able to do what he does. Defending himself. Telling me that I'm doing the wrong stuff and all. It was pissing but at the end, it was worth it listening to him just once. To him, now everyday passes so slowly whereas I feel time passes so quickly. Urgh.
PMR. Is NEARING. Like what? 78 days i think... Scary. Stressful. Annoying. I just want it to end then I can parteeee.... Not really. Have to go back Penang and stuff again. Haiz. PMR, GET OUT OF MY LIFE.... XD
Life is so short. There was this once incident that happened to my friend, Ruth. She argued with her bf for 2 months, gotten back as lovely as ever and just yesterday, they argued once again. She ended the call without telling "I LOVE YOU", without emotion and the next thing she know, he never calls back. He promised to call at 9.30 p.m but no call came in. She didn't bother until a call came in at 11.30 p.m. It was her bf. He told her he had fainted and he has low blood pressure. It was fatal as it may cause death. She never ever want to end a call that way again incase if he had really gone to paradise, how can she ever forgive herself?
Next incident, this girl and my friend was dating for 7 years. From childhood friend blooms to constant strong love bond. They were together, jogging as a cute couple. He just walked ONE step ahead of her, only ONE step. A car from behind, knocked her down right in front of his eyes and she just went to coma for 5 months. Just lied there in her bed. All he could do was to pray for her to wake up. Next thing he knew, he woke up. It was a miracle. But on his birthday, she broke the bad news. She has cancer. 3rd stage cancer and she can't live longer. 2 days later, she passed away. She was only 15. Going through such hardship without living a perfect teenage life just broke all our hearts. She has left. He cried. He attended the funeral. He tried to commit suicide. In school. But failed. Students cried. Teachers were worried. He's totally changed into a new person. But he's still moving on.
All this are real life incident that I'm sharing. Think about it. What if your love one just leave in such a terrible way without telling you they love you. Wouldn't it be too late to realize it? Appreciate everything you have in life now. Enjoy it. Stop making yourself hate your life, make your life miserable when you can make your life wonderful. Excellent. I've lost him from my silly mistakes. Yet I'm thankful he's still here to complete me. Grateful that he hasn't left. If you're reading this post, and you feel that you haven't done what you're suppose to do, do it NOW. Instantly. Do you want to regret or do you want a happy loveable memorable life? I don't want grieve to take over my life. Look at how surprises and deadly experience could change and take someone aback.
I love you, bi.
=)
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