YOU ARE NOT ANY DIFFERENT

YOU DISAPPOINT ME... AND I HATE IT.... ALL YOU DO IS HURT MY BLOODY HEART...

I dont know what to say anymore......
Was it even the right choice to choose you again....
Was it a mistake that I longed for you again?!
Cause you're no different from him!
You hurt me.
More than he does.
Cause you do it everyday!
He does it every week.. sometimes twice a month...
But he pays up for it...
How about you?! How bout you?!
All you know how to do is repeat what you're doing...
I'm sick and I'm tired..
Seriously...
I didn't expect you to reply me that..
You hurt me.. you turned my heart sour.. and you turned my mind away from you...
I don't know whether i wanna continue this path with you..
Cause i'd rather be with him than you...
He hurts me, but he doesnt do as much as you!
It doesnt hurt as much cause I'm immune to it!
Cause I understand it!
But I can't understand you anymore...
I don't know who are you anymore...
It's been 3 weeks...
I thought I love you more than I ever did...
But I guess I was wrong...
All I did was lied to myself..
Lied to myself that YOU WERE GODDAMN better than him..
You proved me wrong... Really wrong..
You crushed my heart day by day.. more and more..
Leave me alone and let me think for myself...
My heart aches and it's because of you..
You aren't making me happy as much as last time...
Infact, I smile more with him than with you...

You are no different. And I'm sticking to that fact. You ain't my dream guy. You ain't the guy I thought you WERE! It's all a lie...
In fact,
I HATE YOU NOW!!!!!!!