Shattered Heart & Broken Dreams

I want this but i cant have it...

So i do this.....

and i would love to do this too......

Hey peeps;
Oh well. School is starting again. Anyone excited? I'm not. I just wanna lay in bed till 8.30 then do and laze around till i hit the books. But the re-opening of school makes me return back to school.

I'm back with ditcher. Heh. He ditched me everyday. Even with his promise he still does. So what should i do to punish him? I got no idea. Please give me ideas if you have. Cuz he sooo deserve to be punished. But.. he stays up late to accompany me. So well, he's forgiven. Hehe.

I'm bored. I'm lifeless. I'm updating because of baby... haiz....

YOU DONKEY CATH! I aint that sick ok. It was a coincidence that i thought of that sick thing only ma.. But you laughed what.. So you should thank me..... Cause i'm retarded, idiotic and lame.

I was flipping today's newspaper. And an article caught my eye. It's about sex. I just realised that not all teens wants to have sex before marriage. Most of them agree that sex should be done after marriage. Not before.. Some wants sex for fun. Some more enjoyment. Some because of peer pressure. Some because is to keep their lovers. Some because of falling in love. They prevent pregnancy by taking birth control pills. Most of them take up responsiblity and take precaution during this premarriage sex. Most of them don't even use protection. So you can't blame teens to get pregnant. Since less than 1% agree that they should dump their baby. So if you're planning to have sex..... Check the Internet. For preparation.
( Cath, i'm not sick... It's in the STAR )

She'll still probably call me sick. You saw how sick " we" can be right.... :D
That was just the beggining.. And i know yours too! HAHA!

I'm gonna see dear this sat. Finally. Since dad is going to Penang. So i have the chance lu. Since so long didn't see him de. What elsE?? He lost in the tournament. But he did good. So give credits to him OkAy... :) He had done me proud.

I miss hanging out with you. I miss doing everything with you. I miss feeding you. I miss touching you. I miss hugging you. I miss kising you... o.O
oh wells..... time will come.....

CATHERINE
THE PINK & BLACK WEDDING CEREMONY
10 YEARS FROM NOW....
AND A LIL CUTE BABY......
(she's gonna kill me tmr)

Anyway, i love you lots baby.
BIG FAT PANDA.
I miss you.. really....

School's starting.. And i'm gonna face the unwanted things.. But i know.. I'm over him..
So you better not make my dream come true..

I love you.
I love you.

P.S : You'll receive something on Saturday...... NOT. :x