Sacrifices

I'm updating finally.. Sacrifices.. I'm gonna sacrifice my whole life-time dream job which is law to business.. you see.. my annoying guy of mine wants me to be near him all the time.. so since i would have to sacrifice things.. all relationship has to anyway, i would change my interest to business.. I sacrificed my super pain cause i twisted my ankle during training till 5 cause i promise i guy that i would. And now the condition is worse. What else?? I dont really remember much.. But all these sacrifices will one day turn up to face me with a question which is "Are all these sacrifices worth it?" Cause these sacrifices aint small ones. They are big ones. Like job changing.. and.. real pain.. and whatsoever la.. so if you wanna sacrifice something, make sure its for someone worth it. I'm doing all these because I have my fate in my hands which is to spend eternity with khai. So i'm pretty sure. Plus, if i have took law i could do business with law. And all this comes under one class- ARTS. So see, when people go to form 4 and they get all messed up with stress.. who cares? You got a BOYFRIEND who you TRUST for LIFE, decide with him. Think and make a decision. If it screws up in the future, u at least can work with another firm without looking TWICE at ur jerk. So choose an application which will serves you with a good job for the rest of your life.. People would say "take a leap of faith".. so do it. Screw it if it fails. No failure no success. Since I always fail in some parts and NEVER get a success.. at least i'm happy with whatever the rest i have. I've sprained my ankle during training but its worth it. I still get to see khai and get a big hug from him! hehe. honestly, if you get a sprained ankle DONT continue playing. It sucks..

i'm blogging here and my sis is actually playing piano and humming to some chinese song.. by jay chou. XD

I miss my guy so much. Seriously. What i promised you i will stick to it. Cause i'm yours forever. No matter how much of pain or sadness or anger i would have to go through, its for you. Yesterday, you were mad then suddenly just left, left me in sadness. My heart nearly broke. Tears were at the corner of my eyes.. But i aint gonna cry in public.. I wasn't expecting you to just burst ur anger at me and suddenly walk away.. Something has been bugging me.. Since when my sweet natured husband turned into an easily angered person with a slight nagging? It surprises me a lot... I've given up everything for you. For everything that you desire. I'm hanging on a thread in your life.. I could have sacrifice more in the future to be with you, but I have to know what else you want me to sacrifice.. You saw the change in me. And I'm staying like that. Cause its for the best and definitely for you. ;)

I love you. I belong to you khai... Sacrificing for you is worth it.. But... STOP ditching me.. :(