Hey people;I think I haven't update for a long time huh? You know why? Cause I've been spamming people's facebook wall. That's why.. A lot of things happened but I dont say out. I keep it to myself, fighting with myself, and spilling them all out to someone. It works but not for long anyway. But darling, don't worry. I'm not keeping anything from you. It's just girl stuff.
I'm so piss today. Seriously. People waste time to umpire their match and yet they come to court so late. After being disqualified give tons of excuses. Ok la. I give chance cause Form 1s. But respect the seniors who are wasting their time for you la.. Dumbbells. Come late to court yet kakacaucau.. Rather just shut up right.. Haiz.. Annoying ones. Plus, him being there.. with her.. Doing stuff. Just makes it worst. Asshole.
DITCHER. = PHANG YI KHAI.
Everyday also ditch me. Yesterday, today, tomorrow.. Haizz...
I miss all my friends. Those who I share secrets with. Sometimes have you ever wonder, without your friends right now, how lonely can you be?? I can feel the loneliness in me creeping out since I've been not too close with my friends anymore. Staring at my phone, waiting for time to pass is just so wasteful... Oh wells. Life is just life right? I'll probably pick up another hobby. Drawing flowers on mahjong paper and colouring it with crayon. Or do puzzles then hang on my wall. So much to do yet no company. That Cath also going Japan de.. She has been "ffk-ing" my jagung pudding day till today. -.-
I'm happy that khai is happy in school. At least he's not emo or sad. That's good enough for me. He always asks me why I always sacrifice so much for him. Like staying up late for him when I'm so tired and stuff. Cause I just have one answer = I love you. Simple. You're my world and all I want to do is make you smile. :) Seeing you happy makes me happy. Even if I'm sad I dont wanna tell you. But you always find out. So.. I have to improve on my acting. hmm.
What else to blog? I'll be spending so much time with darling on Sat & Sun. Actually Sunday la. Cause got inter-mba ma. So since I'm staying till 6.. Got a lot of time with darling lo. Hope that he wont DITCH me since he's job is a DITCHER. Hmm. (dont kill me) I sayang you back on Sat & Sun kay? hehe.
Music tomorrow again.
Online everyday.
Isn't it a waste....
Life is so boring. Seriously.
Open tournament is on Friday. Will be playing Boys Doubles but with a girl partner. And Girl's Singles. That's all for Today.
I love you for.. eternity too.
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