Sensational

Okay.. I'm back. Just for a short while.

I guess everyone saw that terrible lightning right? Yeah. It striked my landline. So no internet connection at home. So I'm at the club house for the Internet. So my plan was to terminate land line and get those wireless maxis broadband thing. Or I get a lappie for myself. It all depends. Mum agreed that I should have a lappie of my own anyway. As khai mentioned, I lost at round 2 in inter-mba. I expected to lose anyway. I update longer when I have proper comp and a proper air-conditioner. Love u lots darling.

I LOVE YOU

Hello peeps;
Land connection is down so I'm using my dad's laptop today. Just for blogging.. And for facebook too. Today I had my inter-mba as I've mentioned in a few other post in my blog. And i say it was just superbly amazing. I spent so much time with yi khai even though sometimes got kacau from the coaches to do umpiring but other than that I had an awesome enjoyable day with my darling boy. I lost at first match. You see, the draw is kinda like bad. Cause even if I win the first match the next opponent would be my darling boy which I would lose in any way. So i gave in and let my opponent win. Anyway, he's shots were good. Hated his service anyway. So when my darling boy won, which was 30-18 i think.. i HUGGED him.. cause I was so proud of him. He made my revenge.. hehe.. His opponent was very upset but as I always say, a game has a winner and loser. It doesnt mean you lose means you're a weak player. It just means that the other player is better. Khai lost in his semis.. But c'mon dear, you've went so far to make Taman Megah proud. So keep your head high and make sure you remember that you've done so well. It was a tough match even though you could have done better. But in any other way, do think about this. You've played 3 matches in one day. Plus the semi is 4. A person's body will also feel tired wan right? You woke up so early.. And you were so tired from yesterday. Your body sure need a break from badminton right?? So don't fuss over it. Just practice harder adn I know you'll make it. Even Zhen Yang said you improve so much! SEE.. Everyone can see the diff from last time and now.. Even the Puchong people congratulate you. So be proud of that kay my boy? Other than that nothing much happen.. I enjoyed something.. The alone time with khai though.. Even though there are dogs there.. -.- you la.. tsk tsk.. Khai still remember me about my past which HE promised not to.. So who is going against the promise leh darling? Its YOU. hehe.. But thank you.. For spending so much time with me today. I bet you're tired today. So I really hope you'll rest early tomorrow after you've done blogging. Tomorrow dont need to wake up in the morning to pei me kay? You can pei me after school.. :) I got to go now.. I'll be blogging another day.

I really love you my darling. I love you. Take care darling boy. :) Muax..

You're The Best among You :D

Khai, dont say the image is emo ar.. Which you would tell me anyway..
Training today was ok.. But its tiring.. Especially for darling..
I'm updating blog because he wants me to. So Here am I..
I'll be spending one full day with Khai tmr. Yay..
My dad actually asked me to go Singapore for a tournament. And i know my doubles partner won't go. So i ask khai. He said he may ask his mum. But around 6+ he told me the closing date over liao. Yes.. So i Don't need go Singapore de..
Then I got the MBA holiday camp which I'm forced to go. So I dragged khai along. And the 4th MBA open during Dec... Sometimes I just wish none of my parents would bother about all this except just let me enjoy the sport.. :(
What I promise to you, khai, will be promised. And thanks for that sweet reminder/note. Cause it will help me reminds me of you. :)
Can't wait for tomorrow. Can see khai again.. Oh wells.
I got nothing to post de. I love you.

About my Past that hurt so Much

Hey.. I'm back to blog. Not really actually. Khai made me blog.

( This has nothing to do with khai )
I've been thinking bout my past lately. I read things that I know I shouldn't read cause it will just bring back tears to my eyes. I've been down so lately till I don't remember how to laugh anymore. That's how bad I've reminiscence into my past. Yes, i do admit I do still think about him. But not as a lover. I think of him as a friend. Eternally bonded friend. But when I see things that I don't wanna see, I'll get all sad and emo again. Even khai finds it hard to keep me upright. He is the only one that knows my heart so well that he could just break it long enough and mend it right back within a few seconds. That's what make him different from other guys that I know. He knows how to play with my heart. Khai always get frustrated if I cry over him.

I'm making jelly for our class party. Simple to do yet easy to eat. I'll be doing about 200 of them.. Giving away some to neighbours. And the strawberry flavours will be given to Cath.. And some other flavours together. So hope they'll enjoy it.

I played piano for about an hour today. And after finishing playing, I can feel that my shoulder is very tense up. Like every muscle at my shoulder has been pulled into one big not. It hurts. Haiz.. Hope it will loosen tomorrow. And for the inter-mba on Sunday.

Nothing much happen in school. Played badminton with Adam, Mervin, Ronald and Yen Jin today. It was awesome la. I mean the games were just so funny and amazing. Seriously. Open tournament will be continued on Monday and I'll be in charge of it and hope it will be done then cause Monday is the last day for games.

Time flies this year don't you think so? I can still remember the first day I step into the school compound as a form 3 kid. Now, I'm going to form 4. Bless God for giving me such a good time in WMS. Thank you, Father.

I love you.

1.2.3.4.5.6.7.8.9.10 ALL DITCHERS

Hey people;
I think I haven't update for a long time huh? You know why? Cause I've been spamming people's facebook wall. That's why.. A lot of things happened but I dont say out. I keep it to myself, fighting with myself, and spilling them all out to someone. It works but not for long anyway. But darling, don't worry. I'm not keeping anything from you. It's just girl stuff.

I'm so piss today. Seriously. People waste time to umpire their match and yet they come to court so late. After being disqualified give tons of excuses. Ok la. I give chance cause Form 1s. But respect the seniors who are wasting their time for you la.. Dumbbells. Come late to court yet kakacaucau.. Rather just shut up right.. Haiz.. Annoying ones. Plus, him being there.. with her.. Doing stuff. Just makes it worst. Asshole.

DITCHER. = PHANG YI KHAI.
Everyday also ditch me. Yesterday, today, tomorrow.. Haizz...

I miss all my friends. Those who I share secrets with. Sometimes have you ever wonder, without your friends right now, how lonely can you be?? I can feel the loneliness in me creeping out since I've been not too close with my friends anymore. Staring at my phone, waiting for time to pass is just so wasteful... Oh wells. Life is just life right? I'll probably pick up another hobby. Drawing flowers on mahjong paper and colouring it with crayon. Or do puzzles then hang on my wall. So much to do yet no company. That Cath also going Japan de.. She has been "ffk-ing" my jagung pudding day till today. -.-

I'm happy that khai is happy in school. At least he's not emo or sad. That's good enough for me. He always asks me why I always sacrifice so much for him. Like staying up late for him when I'm so tired and stuff. Cause I just have one answer = I love you. Simple. You're my world and all I want to do is make you smile. :) Seeing you happy makes me happy. Even if I'm sad I dont wanna tell you. But you always find out. So.. I have to improve on my acting. hmm.

What else to blog? I'll be spending so much time with darling on Sat & Sun. Actually Sunday la. Cause got inter-mba ma. So since I'm staying till 6.. Got a lot of time with darling lo. Hope that he wont DITCH me since he's job is a DITCHER. Hmm. (dont kill me) I sayang you back on Sat & Sun kay? hehe.

Music tomorrow again.
Online everyday.
Isn't it a waste....

Life is so boring. Seriously.
Open tournament is on Friday. Will be playing Boys Doubles but with a girl partner. And Girl's Singles. That's all for Today.

I love you for.. eternity too.

A Day Out :)

Hey.. I went out with Cath yesterday. And it was awesome. I asked her to teach me how to be "moden" as in how to shop.. Just look at her body. All moden stuff wan. So.. must learn from the sifu.. When tell khai, he says its ok as long as she turns me pretty. -.-
She said she dont like hairbands. When she tried in my house she say it's actually quite nice. The way she thought to wear a hairband made us laughed like mad.. Cuz it was far beyond my thinking!

Then when we were looking at rings, Cath wanted a red ring but tak ada. So she got a ring that i think almost same colour with her nail colour. Then she got me this black flower ring.. Not exactly same with the pic but almost the same. It fit my finger perfectly. I just love her la. She's so a SHOPACHOLIC!

Then we went to Etude to get nail polish. She shopped like mad while I help her open those testers so that she can see the colour. Then she will grab all. Haha. The worst part was... When we were looking at lipgloss and stuff, she asked why was i so clear on those stuff.. then infront of the sales girl she asked.. "You kiss to many boys de is it?".. OMG.. Cath, you're lucky I didnt kill you that time.. Otherwise.. You're so freaking dead..

She paints her nails on my bed.. And she's so scared that will happen. Paint spilled on my bed. So yeah. Her painting has been professional de since she paint my nails for me. Even my nails now are PINK & BLUE. :) LIKE THAT!

I got all my stuff from Diva. If I'm not mistaken lo...

Okay. Today's post. HMM... Went to badminton. Spent some private time with darling then go play badminton with him. Then.. Nothing lo.. He seems a bit down that his rackets.. both broke strings. So he didnt talk.. So *hits you for that*.. Not talking to me.. Not even a smile. Hiah. Then Coach asked me "did a ghost paint ur nails".. See Cath.. Its nice but.. It's a ghost work! Haha.

I miss khai so much.. Can't wait to like spend time with him next Sunday since It's Inter-Mba tournament. And daddy wont be there too. SO bingo! You can't get rid of me darling. Mummy came early to pick him up so he was pissed. Everyone can see that. After he left, Coach Boby was "Mana khai?".. People ciao so long only ask where is he wa..

Nothing else happen today. I love you forever. :)

"MY SO IDIOTIC BIG/LIL SISTER OF MINE"

My SO-OH-AMAZING SISTER.. (not that dogs)

Hey peeps;
Those dogs are like me and Cath. Not cute. But jumpy. I want the left side.. Cath can be the right.. Looks like her anyway..
Today Cath came to my house since dad wanted to cook lunch and not want her to stay home alone. You know, she's such pig. Havnt even got up probably at 9.. TSK TSK... So we had some preserved black beans spaghetti and some drink which she doesnt like. Then we watched Korean drama that she introduced to me.. It was quite nice but all Korean stories has the same story lines anyway.. Then we had ice-cream after that.. Then she went to play the piano.. Sang the song "Innocence" then we went to my room so that she can paint her nails. Either way, she rubbed off de.

Anything you're planning to do something, make a decision or anything, just follow your heart. Ask friends for advice but never listen to them. Cause they do not know what your heart feels and thinks. But Cath, listen to me. Cause.... I always do the wrong things. Haha.. I'm such a loser. I never listen to my heart. I listen to Khai's heart. That's what I do. :)

What a cute puppy.. I just love dogs but it's so ma fan to take care lo... Snowy (Khai's dog) is enough to hear and I would not rare a dog unless Khai leaves me. Hah. Grooming.. Bathing.. Food.. It's almost like a kid.. And Khai is more than a KID..

Okay.. This pic is so like me and Cath. The best sisters ever anyone could ever find. She just reminded of our so lovable past and we laughed like mad. She says I cheat when we play Judo. I so do not. I just puh you off the bed. When of course, there's bed on the floor. Or I push her against the bed on the wall. When we kids, We play masak-masak. But she just asked me a good question. Why we never do all this in the afternoon and only do at night. And you know how dumb can Cath be right? She just asked to play masak-masak today! Too bad Cath, i've already given away. Otherwise I would play with you too.
Haha.. But seriously. She's the most amazing girl I've ever met in this world. Not everyone can stand my ass attitude, my screaming and my lame person. But she can stand me wei.. Praise.. Eh, promise me be my brides-maid ar! I will tell you my secrets all the time.. Bug u 24/7.. Buy you lunch and feed you food.. Make sure you marry the correct guy eventhough you've already have your dream guy.. Any guy treat you wrong, you can say "buh-bye".. And this is the so-amazing girl... Catherine.. CPL.. :D I love you lots Cath!

Darling, dont jealous kay? I love you lots too! Going Sunway with Cath tmr. So i'll blog tmr. Maybe I'll take pics.. Don't know er.. :) Wake up early Cath!! You PIG!

Love is......... DOT DOT DOT

Haha.. (ok thats was lame)

You know what my darling did? He read through all blog posts once again.. He's already on holiday so lucky.. For me, I played handball in the afternoon. Around 2 something. Then ran up to the badminton hall to umpire the match. I asked the form 4s to conduct and finish the games by 2.. And when I reached there, havent even started! I got so pissed I just finished all the games in 20 mins.. Thats why the Form 4s said they need me there.. So stink them. I got handball next week. And next week is the week I got to finalize those marks.. Haizz.. I really hope they'll co-operate and get things done..

I can't wait to see khai on Sat. Remind me to bring those pressies for all your mui kay darl. I need to give so that Tiff will stop bugging me! Hehe.. I wanna see Jack in person not in FB. Later he not nice, I wont let you date him de ah... Must be like khai.. Annoying but nice..

So boring. Doing passport tmr. Then got piano in the evening.. Then friday.. Maybe I'll start doing the pudding.. Then can give the neighbours.. Neh.. That Cath la.. FFK me.. Going out with friends.. so ditch her sister here.. haizz.. sad la..

Badminton.. Neh..
Music.. Not really..

Oh ya.. My badminton teacher invited me to his Diwali open house.. But.. Aiya.. Dont wanna talk about it..

I promise to love you means I will.. Don't worry.. I love you.