Tuesday, May 4, 2010

How To Explain?????


I don't know how to explain.... I'm so confuse... I'm so lost... It hurts.... It twists my heart. When someone say they may like another girl, why can't they just admit they may fall for them and continue to love them? Why wanna go one big round and tell them lies that may just end up fake at the end. Why can't they be more sensible rather than hurting that person more and more? I don't know how to explain my feelings. I just wanna bury my head deep into my books and ignore him. He said he can't stand... Stand what?? You're the person who said you may LIKE another girl while waiting. Why waste your fucking time waiting while you're planning to like another person? I rather move on and go for someone who would wait for me without LIKING another person. Do you know it is so hard to not think about you? Do you know how stupidly painful it is to think your arms around another girl's body? Your lips against another girl's lips? And all I get is a name. Please. I'm tired and fed up. So please, don't wait for me. I had move on. I've choosen my path to move away and go on. I promise, I will never go back to you. Cause the last thing I wanna hear is I will LIKE another girl while WAITING for you and I only LOVE you. What the hell is that? Get a grip. I wanted to tell you, i love you. I wanted to tell you, can we get back together. I wanted to tell you, let's continue while loving each other. But you know what, I change my thinking. I seriously change it. I don't care anymore! I'm not gonna go back to you while your heart is with someone else! You may say it is in the future, but time flies! And I don't wanna go through the exact phase of my life that I had left behind repeating all over again! I feel sick of getting loved. I'm tired. Its over. And stop blaming everything on her. It's not her fault. Everyone has diff opinions. And I do not know who to believe anymore. I am not gonna believe any single person in your school. Cause everyone is backstabing each other. You guys do not care about your friends around you. You guys are so self-minded that a stranger talking will be misunderstood because of everyone's lies!

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