Accepting Criticism

I know I'm stupid. I know I'm dumb. But I'm not lazy. I study your bloody subject for more than a week. I may not have done well, but do you have to comment such harsh words? You may not know the feeling, but it stinks! Why me? Why don't comment other failures but me? Why don't pick on others? Why can't you admit you're one sided. You like students who do well. I'm sorry I'm not one of them! You can say whatever you want.... But not those! I give up. I'm tired of debating with you. Say whatever you want. I may have improved. But you'll never see.. Cause you hate me! I seriously do not understand. Am I that stupid to you? Why are you the only one treating me this way? I don't hate you. I'm just like that. I'll remember your sentence for the rest of my life. You may have made me lost my dignity as a student, but I HAVE LOST ALL MY RESPECT TOWARDS YOU! You do not deserve my respect as you do NOT RESPECT ME! I've done my best yet you made me sound like trash. I may not care but do you know every single act in class? Those students who had cheated during it? I've stayed shut cause I don't wanna get them busted, but YOU! YOU will NEVER know how much of hardships I'm going through. I may respect your teachings but the way you conduct the class is BERAT SEBELAH! Don't think I do not know you're racists! Don't think I don't know anything about YOU! I may have failed all your expectations, rather than guiding me along, you made me sound like a retarded kid! I know my limits and I know my place. Trying to make fun of me won't do any good! Wanna be so stingy, go ahead! I may greet you as it's the rules. But i'll never treat you as a friend in my life. I just got to stand you for 4 more months and please. Get out of my life. I seriously dont like you.....