Life & Reality

This is a serious post as this involves reality and strenght. We may face challenges and changes abruptly, without us even noticing it happened. But sometimes we may have to face difficulties in a sudden blow. And this is call LIFE. Everyone has to go through so many stages of life before becoming a successful person. Having a feeling of disappearance, ignored, uncared is nothing. Losing someone is hurtful, painful, unbearable but isn't that what made us into a person we are meant to be? It may be hard to face changes, but sometimes it's good to have changes around us. It would mould us into a better character, a better soul. We may change physically, mentally, attitude, but we're still the same person deep down our hearts. " When a door closes, another door opens". Keep that in mind. We may feel our friends are slipping away from us, leaving us alone, abandoned and we feel lifeless. Feel like leaving this life, escaping this stupid world right? No point. Be strong and face it. Yup. It stinks and it sucks. But hello, everyone on this planet has a mission to accomplish. Either be a successful person or just be a useless consumer. You may think why should we give credit to the rubbish collectors who collects our rubbish, but if no one is doing that job, where do you think our rubbish will go? So do give credit to those people who we think they are of no use. Okay. Reality. Reality is real life. We can dream and make wishes. Everyone does that right? Otherwise what are we wishing for before we blow the candle of the cake on our birthday? Or the long list of things we want from Santa? But not everything comes in a perfect form or how we want it. It comes in different ways and different forms in different timing. That's God's timing. I know how it feels when one moment you feel really superdy-duper close to someone and the next moment, POOF! the special moment is gone. Cause everyone comes and go. So don't fuss over a small little problem and then you realize you're actually destroying yourself. Without realizing. That is where mentally disorder people comes in. They make it seem so big when it is so small. Cause we never think of other ways to solve it. We may think of crying, what? Don't tell me you're gonna cry every 30 seconds... And how much of tears can your eyes take? Your eyes will be 100% swollen by the time you finish crying and the next thing you know, you're in the hospital cause you're dehydrated. And you have to go on the drip. Do you really want to suffer this pain? Why want to put yourself in pain when you know that you can count on friends, family, and even strangers. Please don't ever tell me you wanna keep everything stuffed up in your mind and then one day, you feel bloated and then you have a nervous breakdown and everything comes out in one big blob. So relax. Don't need to feel so pressured up. Take it slowly. One at a time. You can even talk to a counselor. They do know how to shut their mouths kay. So trust the people around you. Don't keep yourself away from the truth, reality or the world that is going round. Mix in, stay in touch, and give them your daily dose of crap. What I am actually typing here may count as something crappy. But it's the truth. So hang on people. Especially donkey. YOU! Never ever give up. You got Alex... He is loving you unconditionally. With too much of love actually. *shivers*.. YK, where you disappeared to anyway? Without saying "BYE" to me.. *not smiling anymore*.... Joking kay. Later don't know where you start thinking de. Nights guys. =)