Kids Happy

Hey people:
Ever wonder how to ever cheer yourself up after such depressing moments and thoughts that clouds your mind?? I did. I found a cure. I mean it really isn't nice when you're brain is like full of thoughts and not so nice thinking and stuff but well, everything will get to an end. So yeah. Well, I had fun today. And I am still smiling since 5.30 p.m. Wanna know why? This is why.

- This young little boy was sitting alone there. With no proper shoes. No racquet. Just sitting and watching. So I asked him, do you want to play? He nods but he said I don't have proper equipments. I say, I'll play with you when I'm free. And I did. He enjoyed. A lot. I did too. I cheered him up and it touches my heart.

Do people good and you'll feel happy. And I ask him to come next week. Again. He just gave me a big smile... :)

Balloons Popping!

Hello people,
We had prefet's gathering today and it was awesome. My friends and I made so many balloons and wasted so much of time popping all of it. What a great waste. And the questions are so dumb. Oh wells. All prefetcs looks like nerds except my school. The cool and "yeng" ones. Our band sang "Don't Stop Believing" and it was OMGEE... WONDERFUL. I'll update more tomorrow. Since I'm chatting with Benjamin on FB. XD.

Ciao!

Someone Retarded. XD

Hey people;
It's been awhile since I posted something. I guess the phrase "so much to do, so little time" it's true. I'm still not done with my homework. What to do. This is life. Today we had friendly match and it was boring. As in really boring. I only played 2 matches. Then I went for training. And I got leg cramp. It was sucky. It was painful and finally I gave up. I didn't want to continue. It will make it worse. So I came home. And now I'm blogging. I really feel sorry for Jeremy as I left our game hanging. But I can't do much since it was quite painful. What else? Khai lost to YC. Everyone was quite bumped out after friendly. We don't even know why we went training. I guess I convinced them to go. And everyone turned up. They are quite a good team mates. Especially Ryan. I brought him along. And he was under training. Not match play. But I guess he had fun. And Yu Cheng.. He asked me "Do you want to go to hospital?".. I just ruffled his hair and replied, "It's just a cramp lil boy." Isn't he just adorable? I guess that's all for today. Maybe the next post will be next week since school is starting again. And results coming back.

Ciao!

A Happy Outing

Hey peeps. Went out today with cath, ash and johan. except cath disappeared since she went and see movie with aaron and desmond. so ash and johan just walked around. johan was hot. XD. no kidding. Liang did not turn up. His mum did not let. and he won bronze medal for mixed doubles badminton. proud of him. =) what else? we ate a Nippon-Tei today. RM 90 plus wei.. then me and ash and jo went for dessert. it was good. cuz ash pay for me. got my dad a pressie. and ash got jo a converse sneakers. then we just walked aimlessly. then we went starbucks since we were so BORED. Jo belanja ash, i didn't want anything since I'm having sorethroat now. Wth. and i'm soooo sleepy. got up at 8 because of that crazy donkey want come my house at 8.30 wa.. haizzz.... the outing was quite fun la. The way Jo talks and all. Yeah. I guess thats it.

@ Whereever I go, Whatever I do, I will take a little part of you. @
Missing ya deeply.

The Sassy Girl

It's a movie. Destiny is the bridge you build to connect to somone you love.
Today was extremely boring. Went and chose the curtains materials. Then had Jap buffet. Then went to Gurney Plaza to choose those kitchen cabinets and stuff. And it sounds like I'm moving in to Penang and I hope we're just gonna rent the condo. I don't wanna move here! Ash and Cath are in KL. Liang is also in KL. No freagging way I'm gonna stay here even the food here is awesome. =)

Going back tomorrow. And confirm I'll be going to KLCC on Wednesday but I don't know about him. Since he got prize award for badminton champion and football champion. Can't believe it... No way... But well, it's his own victory and he has to find his own transport. Haha!

Someone asked me to be his JIE today. And it's not like I don't wanna accept that offer. But do you remember why you still want me as your sis? And do you remember your answer? I don't like that answer ok? I can give you a list of numbers that are my kor's and they will never, never give that answer. I told you right? I don't need your care and love to be my brother. And being my brother ain't easy. I still feel uncomfortable around you, talking to you. I know it sounds stupid but it's true. I find it weird and hard to talk to you now adays. It's not that easy for me. I'm sorry that I did not grant your wish. It's not like I don't want to accept it kay? I just don't like it. Most of my brothers has lost contact with me already. And I just want friends. Not like.. care.. and whatsoever. I have enough friends to care for me. And one less doesn't really make a difference.

I'm so freaking bored now. Except disturbing ass face Ashley on facebook. She's been a great deal of friendship to me. I got something carved for her with Liang. I hope they like it since Ashley got me a BELATED pressie. She's sooo weird!!

It's late and I'm tired. Ciao.. @.@

Can't Take My Eyes Of You

I know that the bridges that I've burned along the way,
Have left me with these walls and these scars that won't go away,
And opening up has always been the hardest thing,
Until you came.

So lay here beside me, just hold me and don't let go,
This feeling I'm feeling is something I've never known,
And I just can't take my eyes off you,
And I just can't take my eyes off you.

I love when you tell me that I'm pretty,
When I just wake up,
And I love how you tease me when I'm moody,
But it's never too much,
I'm falling fast but the truth is thee I'm not scared at all,
You climb my walls.

So lay here beside me, just hold me and don't let go,
This feeling I'm feeling is something I've never known,
And I just can't take my eyes off you,
And I can't just taje my eyes of you.

Ever thought how you wanna spend your holidays? In a fun way or just a normal leading life? Have you tried to change and try to make your life as fun and as colourful before? Where many memories of single life appear? Has anyone thought how free and spree someone could be when you're single? Why must you think your light appear only when someone is by your side? Has anyone thought how happy and lifely you could be without having another person's burden on you? Has anyone thought any of the advantages of being single and disadvantages of having another person's life in yours? I don't think most of you know. Chloe is my mum. And she has fallen in and out of love. Yet, she never give up and stayed single. Till now. But it still didn't work out. We all know, she loves jerks. But we never discourage her. Cause it's her life she's leading and as a friend, we have to encourage unless it's a really lopsided relationship, we confront her. It's been a month and WE know the guy she's loving ain't a good guy. But we stayed shut. Cause she's so happy. Everyone can see the change in her. Those smiles and laughter appearing every single second. But she has other guys on her mind. So she broke up. And she promised with her BFF, let's stay single till 16! And then we can choose any guy. And they did. They are still single infact. And they are more happy then ever. Cause they do not need to share another's person's burden on them. It's friends that makes your life different, khai. Not your loved ones. Believe me on that. If Liang did not appear in my life, neither you, my life would be just as perfect as now cause i got the best friends I could have ever ask for. Anyone ever thought of that? How Cath with her idiotic actions and attitude? How Ashley nutty annoying attitude? And all my brothers who are always there to listen to my annoying complaints. The ones who can stand up for my B attitude. On their birthday! All these people touched my life. And even if I got to die now, the people I wanna thank are them. Liang may have come in to my life but he hasn't really touched me yet. Not like those people who are just FRIENDS. You really got to know. And if you wanna get the hell out of depression, you got to mix in. Not just let your soul dragged into darkness and lost. There are so many angels trying to pull you up yet you let the demon dragged you further down. Let your friends help.

Home is where the heart is

All these songs :- One day you will, never alone, home is where the heart is are sung by Lady Antebellum. =)

I felt I was spinning my wheels,
Before too long the road was calling,
I packed everything I own,
So sure that I was leaving this small town life behind for good,
And not a single tear was falling,
It took leaving for me to understand,
Sometimes your dreams aren't what life has planned.

Mama said home is where the heart is,
When I left that town,
I made it all the way to West Virginia,
And that's where my heart found,
Exactly where I'm suppose to be,
It didn't take much time,
It's just south of the Mason Dixon line,
It's just south of the Mason Dixon line.

I worked third shift at an all night diner,
Only stayed to save a little money for,
Enough gas to make it to the east coast,
That's when I saw the brightest pair of,
Deep blue eyes walking straight into my life,
And every night we talked till it became so clear,
And I could feel those dreams inside shifting gears,
Cause love brought me here.

And I'm standing in my veil about to say I do,
As mama smiles with tar drops in her eyes,
And then I realize there's something mama always knew,
Love is what I really left to find.


I just came back from dinner at the Coffee House. It's a wide spread of food. Played a bit of badminton today. But for this few days in Penang, most of the time I've been browsing through Internet for music. And I love Lady Antebellum. Most of you may have different taste but her songs are more likely to be country. But something touched me is her lyrics. They have strong bonding of feelings and I love it. They may just seem like words and a melody, but these are just a few of her albums. There are so many other beautiful songs written by her. Tomorrow is his birthday. And I hope he had grown more matured with every single action and thinking he makes. It's the best way to live separate lives and just take things simple.
What else? Ashley spent more than 1K on her shopping. Rich chick. So I'm so gonna make her pay for my expenses next time when we go KLCC for hangout. As if she's gonna pay. @.@ Otherwise I'm gonna make WL pay. Haha. I hope he can make it then it will great deal of fun. Since Ash wanna bore him to his dreams. While us SHOP & EAT. But it has quite a while since I last saw him. Due to exams and stuff we didn't really talk. But at least I know our tradition didn't repeat. I made sure I don't ever do something i'll regret later. Since he asked me a lot of questions. And one of it, is " You don't trust me? " It's kinda hard to answer. And I said I'm afraid since you're so flirty. And his response was " I am loyal ". That caught up and burned my cheeks. Cause I know I'm the one who was not loyal. And I'm the one who made him disappointed. But oh wells. At least every thing is back to normal. I even asked him whether I can marry some other guy since he just wants me as a gf. Haha. Oh yes. Funny convos. He went into finals in badminton and football at Victoria Institution. Tomorrow will be his finals match. But I didn't even know he could play football. So I guess this will be the end for today.
Ciao (@.@)

Never Alone

May the angels protect you,
Trouble neglect you,
And heaven accept you when it's time to go home,
May you always have plenty,
The glass never empty,
Know in your belly,
You're never alone.

May your tears come from laughing,
You find friends worth having,
With every year passes,
They mean more than gold,
May you win and stay humble,
Smile more than grumble,
And know when you stumble,
You're never alone.

Never alone,
Never alone,
I'll be in every beat of your heart,
When you face the unknown,

Wherever you fly,
This isn't goodbye,
My love will follow you stay with you,
Baby, you're never alone.

I have to be honest,
As much as I wanted,
I'm not gonna promise that cold winds won't blow,
So when hard times had found you,
And your tears surround you,
Wrap my love around you,
You're never alone.

My love will follow you, stay with you,
Baby you're never alone.
So when hard times had found you,
And your fears surround you,
Wrap my love around you,
You're never alone.

Lady Antebellum- Never alone

One Day You Will

You feel like you're falling backwards,
Like you're slipping through the cracks,
Like no one would even notice.
If you left this down and never come back,
You walk outside and all you see is rain,
You look inside and all you see is pain,
And you can't see it now.

But down the road the sun is shining,
In every cloud there is a silver lining,
Just keep holding on.

And every heartache makes you stronger,
But it won't be much longer,
You'll find love, you'll find peace,
And the way you're meant to be
I know right now that's not the way you feel,
But one day you will.

You wake up every morning and ask yourself,
What am I doing here anyway,
With the weight of all those disappointments,
Whispering in your ear,
You're just barely hanging by a thread,
You wanna scream but you're down to your last breathe,
And you don't know it yet.

Find the strength to rise above,
You will,
Find what you're just made of, you're made of.
One day you will.

Never Wanting, Never Will

Hey guys. Well, yesterday wasn't the day I really wanna talk about neither forever. But my blog, there are only 2 person who constantly reads my post. And I wanna tell the person who always read it. And I think between both of you, one of you know who you are.

You may be covering your real personality and not showing your real-self. Things may go wrong when you act yourself. I've been in that position. Someone birthday and I acted like a bitch. And I got my punishment. But isn't that what you're suppose to do? Be who you are and not cover. I tried pretending someone I am not, and it was HELL. I hated it. Cause I'm acting and the person knowing you may like you for someone you are not you. And I may not know the reason why and whatsoever, but for 5 months and more? Those times? And all you got to say now is " I just changed.. For the better "... " To get things over and past "... I don't know you. Thats why I was having a hard time knowing you, getting into your character. I judge people by rumours and its cover. And when I know them, i change my perspective of them. And thats when I bond the friendship with everyone. But you never tried, or maybe you did but I never notice. Or maybe I'm just to busy with my own life to even care about you. I don't know. Cause u were acting. And I can act too. I am hot-headed. Today is not the first day you know me. But to me, every day is a new day meeting with a new character which I am so tired of trying to figure which is which. She is there for you. I won't. Cause I don't know you. I dont have the patience to figure it out. And I prefer being friends. Thats all. When I allow you to be bonded with me, closer, means i known you. But you, are like a stranger. Thats all.

Edward.. told me that I am rare yet I am not. I am normal yet different. The poem explains everything.

Once there was a boy called Edward. He had a friend called Mei yeen. One day, he got bored so he made up a poem about mei yeen.
A girl like you is not a rare girl.
Nor are you a common everyday female.
A girl like you is a true friend.
One who will always be there to help and understand.
A girl like you does not show her true feelings openly.
Instead, covers your emotion with a tough look.
A girl like you is not popular.
But instead, forms a strong bonds with the right peole.
A girl like you has a name.
Whom I know was Mei Yeen.

What he says are true. Yet I don't understand you. Why? Cause you're one of a kind? Why can I understand so many people yet not you? You make my mind go crazy. So pissed. So irritated. That's what I feel. Yet, I don't know why I still want you as a friend. >.<

I am in Penang, the house is done. Just need renovation and maybe I can even stay here. Wouldn't it be good? A change for everything. But Ashley is soooo gonna kill me. And maybe some other people. I don't know whether how many hearts i had touched, but I hope I had done my best to make the bond. I have lost a very special friend and I do not know the reason why. She was something unique and had really changed my life in so many ways. Yet she simply just walked out of my life and I can never get her back. I don't even KNOW how to get her back. I don't even KNOW how to start a convo with her. Can't even LOOK at her in the eye and say a simple "HI!". She knows that I had walked out of her life too. But she's not planning to return as she knows prefects.. are much more important. I enjoy the peeps in Prefects, cause we have the same attitude. Fun when we can. And serious when we need. Laugh when we want. And crap when it's right. These are the things I have in me. And someone similar to me is Ashley. Her. Sarah. Mich. Chris. Wei Jian. All of us in fact. They had touched my life in soo many ways. And one by one they are leaving. I may never touched their lives. But we had bonded. Thats the way that makes my life so wonderful.

Keeping The Best Laughter

Hey peeps;
I watched this movie today called Hachiko. Please. Go watch.It's super touching and it will make you cry. It's a story where this dogs ended up at his owner's legs. And he raised him up. He waits for him at the train station every day for the master to come home. And when the master did not return on one night, he waited at the same place, through winter, summer, spring, autumn for 9 years without fail. In Japan, they created a statue as a memory for this loyal dog. You will not regret if you watch it...

Okay. You can flip through facebook and find so many pictures of camp and you will know how exciting the camp was. For rafting, I saw a sea snake.. and it was damn scary... super scary.. if bite me.. I would not be typing this post. XD. My group got jinx.. many people got leeches.. and caving was fun. I slipped many times and Zhu Zhu ( Zhu Chung ) is the only one who helps me since he is always at the back of me. Bad luck! Haha. And the cave was full of bat shit. Oh yeah. Disgusting. And it is haunted! It still creeps me thinking of it. The food was horrible. But our dorm was wonderful. With fully blast air-cond except no hot water. And full of ants on the bed. Other than that, camp was a success. Haha..

Today went jogging as promised. Then went out since cleaners came.. Went Parkson, wanted to shop, but neh.. Clothes wasn't nice. So i walked off empty handed. Ate nasi kandar for lunch. Then came back home and read a crime novel. Can't put that book down.... And now on the net. Wall to wall with Ash Chow. She's such a loner. Exactly like me! Haha.. What else?? Going Ipoh tmr then to Penang as usual. And I'm reading magazine oh yes... Superstars of New Moon. XD.

What else?? Oh Yes. Going outing with Ash next Wednesday. SHop & Eat! Like mad people.. But I don't think i am a great shopper. I'm going out cuz of her and maybe just to get a glimpse of Liang since he wanna see me. But most probably, he won't make it. So it would be me & Ash. Maybe Cath as well. ( that donkey always changes her mind ).. -.-

So I guess I'll update in Penang. =)
Ciao @.@

You make my heart beat

My body still aches. And i'm going on diet. XD
Going jogging tmr with cath. Wanna just loose some weight. I just found more bruises on my body. And someone suggested to use sk-ii for the bruises. How funny can people be? Khai and I are in good terms. We just let things pass and be what we are meant to be. I'm sorry if I left a scare on you but I just gotta choose the right one for me. And i do believe i've chose the right one.

Well, camp. Wow. Fantastic time and activities. Flying fox, rafting, caving, mystery game... and the chalet was wonderful. Except full of big ants and no hot water, and disgusting food. So holidays had started. And liang just asked me not to start the holidays tradition. Haha. So i promised him I won't.

I will update about camp when i have the mood. Since its so late and my aching body ruined my beauty sleep. So maybe i'll update when I'm in penang. Ciao~

Moving on is The Best Medicine

I just came back from camp. And I'm so sleepy. With bruise all over my legs since I fell during caving. And my butt hurts as I fell on my butt so many times. There are like so many things and funny stories to tell. Camp was interesting, good, and fun. It teachers us teamwork. And it was wonderful. I'm too tired to write anything. I'm ciao-ing...