Hey.Not much to post this few days. Something "unmemorable" happened and well, it is forgotten. My baby had done me proud by winning some matches without my constant staring. So well done to you, khai. Everyone wins and everyone loses. He feels satisfied with his game at least. That's what important to me. Went out today. Bought some piano books. The main song I wanna learn is Moonlight Sonata. Such a beautiful piece. But it takes time. One good news. Baby no need go Japan! So I can see him on his birthday. Not bad right? Cause someone close to mum not going. Something that really made me realize how strong my love for khai was when he re-appeared in my life. Everyone re-appears in my life, but he gave me such a big impact that i slipped some wrong words yesterday. Eventhough I had admitted my mistakes, I could never forget those sharp and painful words. He was one of the guys who really had touched my life and my friends. All those happy moments of my life. Yet, I made a decision to leave him. I broke his heart so many times, leaving both of us in tears. Yet, we got over each other quite fast. But he re-appeared and.... Just made me emo and pissed. Why? Why him- again- all over again? He... of so many guys.... Had made me turn cold to him. And he gave me his coldness too. He will always remain as my friend and I will always love him as a friend. Yet, he doesn't understand me. He never did. I'm disappointed in him...
Sorry khai, to make you read all these. I love you.
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