A week of sleepless Nightz

Hello;
Almost a week passed.. Nothing much happened. Just many sleepless nightz, all Sej exam fault. And what I studied, came out, yes. But the topics she gave... only 2 came out. It's good otherwise I would not touch that boring book. Seriously, memorising form 1-3 isn't a thing I am excited about. It's so hard to cram everything in.. 3 days?? I did not sleep on Sunday if I'm not mistaken. Lost track of the days.. But I rushed my homework. >.<
And the worse thing was.. the homework, nobody did it! And it's not even due.. Its due after March holS.. WTH... that's all for today..
I miss my dear so much!!!!!!!

T-Shirt

Hey people;
Today was the best day. Hehe. It's just a day I would want to remember for the rest of my life. I got a present for my dear. Which is the black shirt there. Well, I think it's too big. But he said it fits. So I'm not sure. The white one, my sis got for her bf. We went from shop to shop.. Memorizing the shops we want.. Very fun.. And first time getting a shirt for my dear. So did she. We went from F.O.S to Padini to so many other shops. And both of us got our shirts at the same place. xD.. Curve is boring. Seriously. Not a place I would go if I wanna go shop with my sis. Worse, my dear not there. =.= But today I got to meet my dear.. Hehe... Coach did not come today so we went under Edwin. Tiring. But ok la. I lost so many match during the half-court singles. Then doubles so more.. Which i was really exhausted. So lost to dear & Jeremy. Today dear went out for dinner. So hope he enjoys his dinner eventhough I told him something that made him quite worried. I'm fine. (If you're reading this post).. Just a lil painful. Not really nice to bear though. Tata. I love you.

The Path I Took

Hey people;
A lot of things happened these few days. Not really gonna share it out as it's not really my problem. I feel so bored these few days. Cath stayed over-night yesterday. So we talked and laughed so much. I had the chance to talk to dear for the whole night, yet I blew my chance off. I fell asleep. And I feel so guilty......... And I got a 016 num to save money for dear.. XD
Cath is seriously an entertainer.. But most of the time, her eyes and hands are glued to the phone to accompany her husband, she's not married. She's 15. =)
Nothing much to post. Will be in Mid-Valley tmr. Comp project. So I'll be posting some pics tmr..
Love ya.

Promises Made =)

Hey people;
Today you know what I'm gonna post? I'm gonna post about my kindergarten friend, Donkey Cath. She's a super nice friend. But shy...... But she's getting braver. XD. She's one of the best friends I've ever known. She can tolerate me. No idea how.

She has always been there for me. Through bad and good. Even with heartaches. Longed for a friend like her? Get to know her... But no stealing her away from me! Hehe. She's precious like gold.

Dear went for 2 movies in a row. With his mum.. And he enjoyed it. =) But i wish I was there with him. He won't be concentrating if I'm there. So not good. Hehe. And I miss him soo much. It's so hard not seeing him for what? 2 weeks? No idea. He does the countdowns. Not me. And my dear is so nice & caring. He feels bad not accompanying me, but I don't really mind. I understand. Yet, he feels guilty. Such a sweet guy huh? Well, he's one hell of a guy.

He is also a nice friend. Like Cath. =)

I love you, Yi Khai.... ( that sounds weird. >.< )

Sweetness of Life

Hey darlings;
I got nothing to post much. Dear is in Pavi singing karaoke.. Hehe. And he promised to sing on our marriage day. LOL. So far away. So how is every one? Good?

~ I've learned that people will forget what you said, people will forget what you did, but people will never forget how you made them feel.

This is another story: Second Honeymoon Magic

"Alex," I squealed, "the tickets came." The manilla envelope I held contained the itinerary for our second honeymoon-a cruise to the Virgin Islands. "That's nice," he mumbled, absorbed in the Saturday morning paper. I strolled over to the love seat, plopped down, and spread the envelope's contents on my lap. Alex stayed focused on the business section. I glanced at the brochure, reading the ship's itinerary out loud. He ignored me and sipped his coffee. I pretended not to notice the scowl on his face. His disheartening response was one of the reason I wanted this vacation. We had married ten years ago. At our wedding, Alex bragged about having lots of children. We searched for the right house with extra bedrooms. Then we started trying to conceive, but I didn't get pregnant. I finally consulted a physicial, and later even Alex gave in some tests. When the doctor informend us there'd never be any children, I saw Alex flinch.

This reality took a toll on our marriage, although he said he didn't blame me. But he grew quiter each time a coworker, friend, or relative welcomed a baby into their lives. I suggested adoption, but he wouldn't discuss it. Nine years had passed, and these last few months we'd hardly spoken except argue. I planned to change all that on our seven-day cruise. The ship was scheduled to depart the following Friday, and I purchased a wardrobe to inspire him. By walking four miles every day and paying special attention to my diet, I even lost the ten pounds I'd gained over the years.

When we first met, he used to compliment me on an expensive perfume I wore. So I splurged and purchased a bottle. I tried to think of everything to make this special for us. I needed to believe this cruise would improve our relationship. On Thursday afternoon, I hummed as I packed. Alex's suitcase was propped next to the bed, empty. The telephone rang. It was Alex. "Victoria, something's came up... Jackson quit today. We're shorthanded. So I can't leave tomorrow." "But, Alex, can't someone cover up? It's our second honeymoon. We planned this months ago." I bit my bottom lip. "The boss needs me. It's a great chance for me to show him my stuff. So don't wait up, I'm pulling a double." He hung up. Prickles stirred on my neck while tears strung my eyes. Depressed, I washed the dishes and folded the last load of laundry. I went to bed crying.

Alex crept in beside me after midnight. That morning when I awakened, he had already gone. A scribbled note sat on the table. It read "Have fun. Alex". I dialed his office to give him one last chance and heard a woman's cheery voice. An icy fear tugged my heart. "Alex Montgomery." "I just wanted to say good-bye, unless....." "Have a good time. Lots of women go alone. You'll make some friends. If things ease up here, I'll meet up with you." As he said good-bye, I heard giggles in the background, My throat tightened. Was he having an affair? He had acted distant the last few eeks. I drove myself to the dock, wrestled with my suitcase and joined the line. "Mrs.Montgomery, there are two passengers listed in cabin 443, will the other party be arriving before the ship departs?" "No. My husband had an emergency at work. I'm going alone." "We have eight hundred passengers on board. Enjoy the Caribbean, Mrs.Montgomery." "Thanks."

The first night, I met a man named Paul seated next to me in the dining room. He said he had a small business and was a widower. Everything about him seemed first-class. We ordered the seven coursed dinner and had lots of time to get acquainted. As the evening progressed, I realized he was flirting with me. Alex said I'd make friends; wouldn't he be surprised! Paul and I toured the island together. His enchanting attention helped ease my unhappiness, but I longed for Alex. Paul lifted my spirits, but only as a friend. The next evening, Paul accompanied me to show in the ballroom. Afterward, I planned on telling him that I couldn't see him anymore. I smiled briefly before the lights dimmed; he'd make some lucky woman a ncie husband.

The ballroom surrounded a curved center stage. The orchestra started and several costume dancers whirled across the floor. The spotlight illuminated a magician dressed in a black suit and cape. His quick routine brought a flurry of oohs and aahs, and loud clapping. For the last trick of the evening, he included his slim assistant. She climbed into a cube-shaped box; closed the lid and padlocked it. He said a few words, waved his wand, and then reopened the box. It was empty. "Is there a Mrs.Victoria Montgomery in the audience?" the magician asked. His voice echoed through the ballroom. I raised my hand and squirmed in my seat. Paul turned and stared at me. "I'm married," I whispered. "I planned on telling you after the show, sorry.". "So am I,"he answered. Paul blushed and slid out of his seat, then escaped down the aisle.

"Please,stand, this trick is dedicated to you." The magician waved his wand over the cube and said "Abracadabra". He released the locks and opened the lid. A tall husky man popped out. Not just any man; it was Alex! Adrealine rushed through me. The magician announced, "Surprise! Happy tenth anniversary to Mr. and Mrs.Montgomery!" Everyone clapped. Alex jogged to join me in the third row. He settled into the empty seat, a wide smile on his face. He kissed me tenderly. "What happened? How did you.... ?" "Poof, I'm here. It took me two days to get a flight. We still have five days. If you let me, I promise to make them perfect." "I thought you had work and impress the boss." "Forget the boss. When I found your ring with my ticket, I thought I'd lost you. Nothing's worth that." "Things have to be different, Alex. You can't shut me out anymore." "Okay, okay. Let's start over. All I know is I missed you."

Alex withdrew my wedding band from his pocket and asked, "Will you marry me again-,fine lady?" "Yes," I whispered, and he slipped the ring on my finger. I waved my hand and said "Abracadabra, you're eternally under my spell, Mr.Montgomery." "There's no place I'd rather be. And we have an appointment to fill out an adoption application when we get home." "Wow," I said. The second honeymoon magic I'd wished for was really coming true.

Imperfect

Hello people;
I'm feeling so lifeless, emo and depress today. & YK, IT'S NOT YOUR FAULT. I was just bored. Donkey Cath is coming to my house from Wed to Sun. Isn't that just cool? But she'll be talking to her bf for ages. They are inseperable from each other. What to do..... I actually like being imperfect. More bubbly, more fun. I mean, mistakes are meant to be made. So yeah..

If I never met you, I wouldn't like you. If I didn't like you, I wouldn't fall in love with you. If I didn't fall in love with you, I wouldn't miss you. But I did, I do and I will.

You don't love someone for their looks, or their clothes, or for their fancy car, but because they sing a song only you can hear.

This is a story: Have We Met Before?

The warm and blamy weather created a perfect night in Southern California for the first outdoor party of summer. Wearing my best white summer dress to show off my newly acquired tan, I applied my makeup perfectly. My honey blond hair shined a new penny and bounced in a pageboy when I walked. I looked like a "hottie", and I knew it.

Busy talking to my friends, I saw some movement out of the corner of my eye. A tall, handsome guy had just walked into the backyard and took my breathe away. Older than all the other high school boys at the party, he stood out as a college man. I remembered one of the girls, Anne, said she had invited her older brother.

" Wanna dance?" I heard his deep voice beside me.
" Sure " I replied, certain he could hear my heart beating in my chest.
We danced cheek to cheek under the moonlight and talked about everything under the sun. The night finally ended, and I gave him my phone number, hoping he'd call.

There was just one little snafu. I was leaving on vacation the next morning. Two weeks at Lake Tahoe. My parents couldn't understand my reluctance to go- I had convinced myself that Paul would forget me by the time I returned.

I moped around during my entire vacation and read romance novels by the pool. My parents urged me to go to a dance at the local teem centre. I stubbornly said no. I had found my guy, and I didn't want to meet anyone else.

Everyday I sent him postcards- not the small size, the giant 5x7 variety. I wanted to make sure he didn't forget me. When I returned, I waited for my phone to ring- nothing-. So I took things into my own hands and planned a backyard party. All my friends came, and I held my breathe, waiting to see if Paul would show.

Finally, I heard his voice.

" Hi, there! I guess you've been in Taheo by the looks of my mailbox. "

" Yeah, you didn't forget me while I was gone, did you? " I asked, grinning sheepishly.

" How could I? I have enough postcards to paper my room. You are one crazy chick. I'm going to call you 'nutscake'.

" I'll allow that if you dance with me, " I stated boldly.

" I like a woman who knows what she wants, " he said, taking my hand and placing it on his shoulder. " You know, it's funny, all the time you were gone I felt like I knew you from somewhere. Have we met before? " he asked as we swayed together, cheek to cheek.

" Never ", I replied.

Forty years later, we're still together, snuggling and laughing. He still calls me 'nutscake'. I still remember that kiss, the romance of that night, and all the years that followed. The tall college man and the girl with the shiny blond hair have passed the years convinced they've known each other since forever.......

Nights guys. I hope you enjoyed the story. =)
I love you, my dear. Muax.

The Amazing Part Of You

Hello people;
It's Valentine's Day! & my bf is not with me. Haha. Yes, he feels very guilty. He's in Kuantan. With nothing to do. What a way to spend Val's Day. But we talked a lot. So how was first day of CNY? Received a lot of angpau's yet? Cause I did. I went to visit my nanny.. Miss her home cook food. YUM YUM. She's the first pic. Love her. She's like my 2nd mum.. Can share and laugh with her. Anything, Everything. And I'm watching Madagascar 2 while writing this post.


Pictures shatter and pieces scatter like broken parts,
Last thing they need in life is another object that reminds,
They promise that time will mend and heal fragile hearts,
No amount of time can shatter the pictures in our minds.

You're beautiful,
Just like a sunset.
Your eyes, your smiles, your voice,
Are things I'll never forget.

I'm not afraid of death,
But I fear losing you,
Each day I wish so hard,
For you to come through.

You are the pretty light,
With eternal brightness,
That can bring me back
Pulling me from darkness.

I love you no matter what. No matter what character you show me. I'll be patient and kind. And understand you more and more as day passes by. Sometimes I just want you by my side. Just to feel your presence. Just to see you smile. Just to see you dodge away from the shuttles I throw at you. Just to see you laugh. But not your panic, worried look. No thanks. So once again. Happy Valentine's Day, laogong. & I love you.

Santa will be with you

Hey people;
I'm back! Well, I'll be posting everyday. As, its holidays. Boring holidays that will make me fat. Seriously. No kidding. Okay. 2010 is a total changed year. Kenny becoming Kelvin's big bro? NO WAY. And Kelvin got dumped on his birthday is a sad case. He so does not deserve her. All my old friends who I didn't contact for so long gave me so much of news... A shocking news. But I'm happy for all of them. But Kenny..... That one i need time to absorb lor..

Music. Life.
Check out sky.fm. Its a superb free radio station. With so many good artists and varieties of songs. Prove me wrong if you guys disagree with me. Hope not la. XD.

Friends.
Every one has friends right? Well, otherwise we would not be talking to people. And from friends, you will get to find your partners that you would want to spend your rest of your life with. So appreciate your friends. I'm not asking you to appreciate every one. Just appreciate the ones that are your true friends. Do not be stupid to appreciate cows and bulls. That time, I'll really call you a cow. Friends are easy to find. But how bout True Friends? In one in a million maybe 10 is a true one. So be one. Dont be a friend. Otherwise, you're not one that people will remember. Mark my words.

Sadness, Happiness & Anger.
Every one feels these feelings once in a while. So when you feel depressed, stressed, unhappy, just look up at the sky, don't care whether night or morning, and smile. Dont look at afternoon sky please. You'll be BLIND and sweating. Not a nice mixture for a bad day right?
=)

That's all for today. Love you guys.
Happy Val's Day dear!
Eventhough it's 2mr..
I love you.

Simple yet wonderful

Love

Love is like a lump of gold,
Hard to get, and hard to hold,
Of all the boy's I've every met,
You're the one I can't forget.
I do believe that God above,
Created you for me to love.
He chose you from all the rest,
Because he knew I would love you best
- Loy Bowman -

Hello people;
How's everyone? It's the last day of school isn't it? Well, enjoy people. Today school was boring. All free periods. But sports practice was good. Cause i skipped running training. Don't wanna see that stupid Chor's look. If it's not for Form 3 Red House, I would rather go prefect's march past. But I can't quit. Stink those runners. But got Ashley, Michelle, Sarah, Fei Lou, and Wye Jian in March Past. They seriously rock. Ping Hua & Yagnesh is totally hillarious.

Yagnesh: Luruskan barisan

Ping Hua: 1.2.3 down

Yagnesh: Hentak kaki dan jalan

Ping Hua: *laughing*

Yagnesh: What so funny?

Ping Hua: Madam is here, march properly

Yagnesh: Let's make them march down the hill

Ping Hua: *smack his butt*

Prefects: Nice one, Ping Hua!

I can't remember all.. Marching every day is just so nice and fun. So Val's Day is coming, all of you got your love one pressie yet?? It's okay if there's no pressie, it's about the love you share to each other. =)

Yi Khai, it's okay if someone has the same personality with you. God has placed you and him to be friends. & you are now! Aren't you proud of yourself yet? Better be.

I'm very happy for my donkey sister who is dating with her bf. If he bullies you, I make sure he's dead kay? But I do believe, he loves you very much.

Sometimes I really appreciate simple things. Like how simple we started out. How laidback he is. How simple he made things for me. How simple he made love feel. All those things are memorable for me. Cause he is simple yet wonderful. Every thing he says, he put it in a simple way. And I feel happy.

P.S: Don't ask what you said that was simple, Yi Khai. Cause I there are thousand and one things you had said that made my life so simple & easy.

I love you.

Loving

Hello;
CNY is coming. Holidays are near. Exams are soon. & Love is still pursuing. Agreed?
Yes.. 2010 has a lot of changes. Right? Cath is one of them. Secret. But i think everyone changed. Nothing stays the same. Love is turning strong. Right Yi Khai? School is not really fun. Except during prefect's duty. Other than that, I'm really sick of books. And teacher's who teach nonsense in class.
Anyway, there's nothing much to post. Happy New Year everyone!
I love you guys. Especially my dear.

The power of His name

Hey guys;
Today I would like to share on His name that has such a big effect on us. And if you're a Christian, I do believe, all of you, know the power of His name. It's a story. And i can guarantee most of you had read this story before.


A girl was riding her bicycle at the very late night of the day. The route she takes everyday is dark, lonely and a lot of drunken men. When passing that alley, she always have that fear, "What if i get raped?", "What if something happens to me?". "Who's gonna look for me?"
She is a devoted Christian, believes and trusts that He will be there when she needed Him.
So one night, she went through that alley, and the men came towards her direction. So the only thing she said was a prayer. Praying that He will be her guidance and protects her from these men. She went home safely.
The next morning, she read the newspaper and one thing caught her eye. She read a column saying that 2-3 minutes before her, a girl was raped and dumped at the alley there. She went to the men and asked them, "Why didn't you rape me?". The answer was "There was something powerful around you that would not let us go near you."
That was the exact moment that she said another prayer. Saying thanks.

Believe and have faith. Do not underestimate the power of His name. God bless.

Colours In The Bay

Hello;

THAT is all my friends.. Today we celebrated UN day. Which all of us are asked to wear a costume. Which was very hot. The friends above are M gang. Today was awesome. Except our food didn't did so well. But the total was RM 319.50. It's donation to the old-folks home. So it's really a good amount of money.

And I freaking miss YK.. CNY is next week, so gotta wait 2 weeks before seeing each other again. I bet YK can't stand it. Haha. XD and his favourite phrase " I'm one of a kind ". Yes, you're really one of a kind. And you're awesome. You're the best guy. And remember what
we promised to give each other? I promise you till the end.. =)

I love you.

P.S: And I'm so gonna top up for you!!!