Disappointment

There's something wrong with my blog. Can't put any pics. So today will just be words. Sorry. Well, it's true that i'm under a lot of stress. You guys are not doing anything, and everything has been pushed to me. I ain't your maid you know. You suggested it then you do it. Why last minute ask me handle every single piece of it? You think I got so much time to figure every single piece of it by Wednesday? Please. Shut up and leave me alone. I wanted to cry during PJK. Tears were forming in my eyes. Cause you guys are not even considerate. I made the wrong decision to trust you. You guys took 3 weeks to finish up a drawing. And last minute, YOU pass me everything! With extra work. I got badminton team to organize, prefect duty to do, homework to pass up and my own life to pursue. I had the wrong impression on you. All of you in fact! Not considerate at all! I know dancers dont need to help, but do you think I can handle 2 stalls at one time? I got other things to do also. And yes, I dont need these type of friends! You planned everything during the first week of school, and next week Friday is the event and you guys are backing out. Please. I'm tired. I'm not the monitor anymore. Yet, why is the pressure building unto me? Why can't you ask her to do?! She as a Asst. Monitor should be responsible for the stall! Not me. And yet, you guys try to find an excuse! Yes, Mdm.Mano did say DANCERS do not need to participate. What's so great about your dance anyway? It is after the hall event. Which you guys are so free! I got duty the whole day. Sometimes I do not know whether you guys are true friends or not. Disappointment building inside of me. Cause i hate people who breaks promises. I help you guys every time and what I get in return..... is turning away from responsibility. Gloria, before i chop your head off, you better shut the hell up and do what i say. Backing out is pissing me off and don't you dare see my other side of me. I regret asking you for help.



Dear, I know you care for me. I do know that you have seen me in a worst state before. I promise I wont fall sick. I have you to take care of me remember? So all i wanna say is I love you.