Kids Happy

Hey people:
Ever wonder how to ever cheer yourself up after such depressing moments and thoughts that clouds your mind?? I did. I found a cure. I mean it really isn't nice when you're brain is like full of thoughts and not so nice thinking and stuff but well, everything will get to an end. So yeah. Well, I had fun today. And I am still smiling since 5.30 p.m. Wanna know why? This is why.

- This young little boy was sitting alone there. With no proper shoes. No racquet. Just sitting and watching. So I asked him, do you want to play? He nods but he said I don't have proper equipments. I say, I'll play with you when I'm free. And I did. He enjoyed. A lot. I did too. I cheered him up and it touches my heart.

Do people good and you'll feel happy. And I ask him to come next week. Again. He just gave me a big smile... :)

Balloons Popping!

Hello people,
We had prefet's gathering today and it was awesome. My friends and I made so many balloons and wasted so much of time popping all of it. What a great waste. And the questions are so dumb. Oh wells. All prefetcs looks like nerds except my school. The cool and "yeng" ones. Our band sang "Don't Stop Believing" and it was OMGEE... WONDERFUL. I'll update more tomorrow. Since I'm chatting with Benjamin on FB. XD.

Ciao!

Someone Retarded. XD

Hey people;
It's been awhile since I posted something. I guess the phrase "so much to do, so little time" it's true. I'm still not done with my homework. What to do. This is life. Today we had friendly match and it was boring. As in really boring. I only played 2 matches. Then I went for training. And I got leg cramp. It was sucky. It was painful and finally I gave up. I didn't want to continue. It will make it worse. So I came home. And now I'm blogging. I really feel sorry for Jeremy as I left our game hanging. But I can't do much since it was quite painful. What else? Khai lost to YC. Everyone was quite bumped out after friendly. We don't even know why we went training. I guess I convinced them to go. And everyone turned up. They are quite a good team mates. Especially Ryan. I brought him along. And he was under training. Not match play. But I guess he had fun. And Yu Cheng.. He asked me "Do you want to go to hospital?".. I just ruffled his hair and replied, "It's just a cramp lil boy." Isn't he just adorable? I guess that's all for today. Maybe the next post will be next week since school is starting again. And results coming back.

Ciao!

A Happy Outing

Hey peeps. Went out today with cath, ash and johan. except cath disappeared since she went and see movie with aaron and desmond. so ash and johan just walked around. johan was hot. XD. no kidding. Liang did not turn up. His mum did not let. and he won bronze medal for mixed doubles badminton. proud of him. =) what else? we ate a Nippon-Tei today. RM 90 plus wei.. then me and ash and jo went for dessert. it was good. cuz ash pay for me. got my dad a pressie. and ash got jo a converse sneakers. then we just walked aimlessly. then we went starbucks since we were so BORED. Jo belanja ash, i didn't want anything since I'm having sorethroat now. Wth. and i'm soooo sleepy. got up at 8 because of that crazy donkey want come my house at 8.30 wa.. haizzz.... the outing was quite fun la. The way Jo talks and all. Yeah. I guess thats it.

@ Whereever I go, Whatever I do, I will take a little part of you. @
Missing ya deeply.

The Sassy Girl

It's a movie. Destiny is the bridge you build to connect to somone you love.
Today was extremely boring. Went and chose the curtains materials. Then had Jap buffet. Then went to Gurney Plaza to choose those kitchen cabinets and stuff. And it sounds like I'm moving in to Penang and I hope we're just gonna rent the condo. I don't wanna move here! Ash and Cath are in KL. Liang is also in KL. No freagging way I'm gonna stay here even the food here is awesome. =)

Going back tomorrow. And confirm I'll be going to KLCC on Wednesday but I don't know about him. Since he got prize award for badminton champion and football champion. Can't believe it... No way... But well, it's his own victory and he has to find his own transport. Haha!

Someone asked me to be his JIE today. And it's not like I don't wanna accept that offer. But do you remember why you still want me as your sis? And do you remember your answer? I don't like that answer ok? I can give you a list of numbers that are my kor's and they will never, never give that answer. I told you right? I don't need your care and love to be my brother. And being my brother ain't easy. I still feel uncomfortable around you, talking to you. I know it sounds stupid but it's true. I find it weird and hard to talk to you now adays. It's not that easy for me. I'm sorry that I did not grant your wish. It's not like I don't want to accept it kay? I just don't like it. Most of my brothers has lost contact with me already. And I just want friends. Not like.. care.. and whatsoever. I have enough friends to care for me. And one less doesn't really make a difference.

I'm so freaking bored now. Except disturbing ass face Ashley on facebook. She's been a great deal of friendship to me. I got something carved for her with Liang. I hope they like it since Ashley got me a BELATED pressie. She's sooo weird!!

It's late and I'm tired. Ciao.. @.@

Can't Take My Eyes Of You

I know that the bridges that I've burned along the way,
Have left me with these walls and these scars that won't go away,
And opening up has always been the hardest thing,
Until you came.

So lay here beside me, just hold me and don't let go,
This feeling I'm feeling is something I've never known,
And I just can't take my eyes off you,
And I just can't take my eyes off you.

I love when you tell me that I'm pretty,
When I just wake up,
And I love how you tease me when I'm moody,
But it's never too much,
I'm falling fast but the truth is thee I'm not scared at all,
You climb my walls.

So lay here beside me, just hold me and don't let go,
This feeling I'm feeling is something I've never known,
And I just can't take my eyes off you,
And I can't just taje my eyes of you.

Ever thought how you wanna spend your holidays? In a fun way or just a normal leading life? Have you tried to change and try to make your life as fun and as colourful before? Where many memories of single life appear? Has anyone thought how free and spree someone could be when you're single? Why must you think your light appear only when someone is by your side? Has anyone thought how happy and lifely you could be without having another person's burden on you? Has anyone thought any of the advantages of being single and disadvantages of having another person's life in yours? I don't think most of you know. Chloe is my mum. And she has fallen in and out of love. Yet, she never give up and stayed single. Till now. But it still didn't work out. We all know, she loves jerks. But we never discourage her. Cause it's her life she's leading and as a friend, we have to encourage unless it's a really lopsided relationship, we confront her. It's been a month and WE know the guy she's loving ain't a good guy. But we stayed shut. Cause she's so happy. Everyone can see the change in her. Those smiles and laughter appearing every single second. But she has other guys on her mind. So she broke up. And she promised with her BFF, let's stay single till 16! And then we can choose any guy. And they did. They are still single infact. And they are more happy then ever. Cause they do not need to share another's person's burden on them. It's friends that makes your life different, khai. Not your loved ones. Believe me on that. If Liang did not appear in my life, neither you, my life would be just as perfect as now cause i got the best friends I could have ever ask for. Anyone ever thought of that? How Cath with her idiotic actions and attitude? How Ashley nutty annoying attitude? And all my brothers who are always there to listen to my annoying complaints. The ones who can stand up for my B attitude. On their birthday! All these people touched my life. And even if I got to die now, the people I wanna thank are them. Liang may have come in to my life but he hasn't really touched me yet. Not like those people who are just FRIENDS. You really got to know. And if you wanna get the hell out of depression, you got to mix in. Not just let your soul dragged into darkness and lost. There are so many angels trying to pull you up yet you let the demon dragged you further down. Let your friends help.

Home is where the heart is

All these songs :- One day you will, never alone, home is where the heart is are sung by Lady Antebellum. =)

I felt I was spinning my wheels,
Before too long the road was calling,
I packed everything I own,
So sure that I was leaving this small town life behind for good,
And not a single tear was falling,
It took leaving for me to understand,
Sometimes your dreams aren't what life has planned.

Mama said home is where the heart is,
When I left that town,
I made it all the way to West Virginia,
And that's where my heart found,
Exactly where I'm suppose to be,
It didn't take much time,
It's just south of the Mason Dixon line,
It's just south of the Mason Dixon line.

I worked third shift at an all night diner,
Only stayed to save a little money for,
Enough gas to make it to the east coast,
That's when I saw the brightest pair of,
Deep blue eyes walking straight into my life,
And every night we talked till it became so clear,
And I could feel those dreams inside shifting gears,
Cause love brought me here.

And I'm standing in my veil about to say I do,
As mama smiles with tar drops in her eyes,
And then I realize there's something mama always knew,
Love is what I really left to find.


I just came back from dinner at the Coffee House. It's a wide spread of food. Played a bit of badminton today. But for this few days in Penang, most of the time I've been browsing through Internet for music. And I love Lady Antebellum. Most of you may have different taste but her songs are more likely to be country. But something touched me is her lyrics. They have strong bonding of feelings and I love it. They may just seem like words and a melody, but these are just a few of her albums. There are so many other beautiful songs written by her. Tomorrow is his birthday. And I hope he had grown more matured with every single action and thinking he makes. It's the best way to live separate lives and just take things simple.
What else? Ashley spent more than 1K on her shopping. Rich chick. So I'm so gonna make her pay for my expenses next time when we go KLCC for hangout. As if she's gonna pay. @.@ Otherwise I'm gonna make WL pay. Haha. I hope he can make it then it will great deal of fun. Since Ash wanna bore him to his dreams. While us SHOP & EAT. But it has quite a while since I last saw him. Due to exams and stuff we didn't really talk. But at least I know our tradition didn't repeat. I made sure I don't ever do something i'll regret later. Since he asked me a lot of questions. And one of it, is " You don't trust me? " It's kinda hard to answer. And I said I'm afraid since you're so flirty. And his response was " I am loyal ". That caught up and burned my cheeks. Cause I know I'm the one who was not loyal. And I'm the one who made him disappointed. But oh wells. At least every thing is back to normal. I even asked him whether I can marry some other guy since he just wants me as a gf. Haha. Oh yes. Funny convos. He went into finals in badminton and football at Victoria Institution. Tomorrow will be his finals match. But I didn't even know he could play football. So I guess this will be the end for today.
Ciao (@.@)