Creeps for Old Thoughts

I may miss him deeply.
But I know I've made my decision.
And it's final.
I'm sorry.
I may have left a heart broken and shattered.
Memories will be reminded.
Time will take over.
To heal. To mend.
It is not by forced.
It is my will to be over and done.
I am sorry.............
I will still always be there for you.
But not always.
I am not in your heart anymore. Neither do you.

Scouts & BSMM

Hey people;
I came back from camp yesterday. I got so much pictures more. But too busy to upload all. Camp was very good. Activities were interesting and requires so much of teamwork. Eventhough our group never succeed in any games, we had fun and we worked as a team. I am really proud I got such a team in my group. All the games require thin and small size people, but our group is the opposite yet we did it. The mystery game was scary. Because of kenneth.... But he made it nice. What else? Station game was good. They poured ice water on us. The guys asked for it. And our group almost every single question correct! Thanks to Bryan. We had marching too. And we got 3rd place. Not bad. Thanks to Prime. What else??? The food wasnt that good. But seriously, school internal camp is really fun and nice. We get to disturb the faci's. Dhiran was proud of our group because we got team spirit. But we were extremely slow. But we had fun people! And from all those cheering and stuff, I got sore throat. Hehe. And the dorms was very cold... And I was right under the fan.... We learned martial arts and did physical training. Tiring wei. And water was a priority. More pics in FB.

I will never lose you. And neither do you.
I'll be loving you forever.

Frogs Made My Day

Hello people;
Edward made me 3 paper frogs.. And I coloured them with my highlighter.. And I gave it to Madam Anne. Cause she said it was nice. So for this week, I'm crazy over frogs.. Even some look gross. XD But it's cute right??

Nothing much this week. Lessons were boring cause teachers went for MSSKL. So i did my tuition homework. And finished all my homework so I can pei my dear. But sorry. I always fall asleep... And left him waiting. I am so mean. But sometimes I try to be awake to teman him.

Tuition was fun. Got so much of work to do. And laogong's face always appear when I feel tired. Loving him is really nice. Cause dear is so easy to love and lovable. And he's blog is DEAD! =)

I'll be attending Scouts & PBSM camp this friday. Will blog more later.

I love you, laogong. ;)

Time is The Healer

Time always heals a broken heart. Agreed?

Hello peeps;
How has life been so far for you? Well, mine is boring.. And jealousy feeling my heart...
Time will heal what he had done...

Arguments We Cherish

Hello people;
Argument is one of our favourite thing to do the past week. Not.
Lost in 800m today....

Moments of Smiles

Hey;
There is nothing much to post today.. I'm so emo today.. Cause MSSKL is tomorrow... And I'm extremely scared... I love you.

Falling In & Out Of Love

Hey people;

I am back. After so many sad days. And sad decisions. But well, for khai's strong and demanding decisions, we are still strong. He is demanding. Sometimes, I just give up arguing with him. But at the end, he came up with an idea. I hope it works. Otherwise busted.

A speaker came to my school on Friday. And he is a lawyer in Klang. Everything he says makes sense. He is a criminal lawyer. And he told us so much about law and his cases. How teenage girls get pregnant and how people get murdered and got sentenced to jail for something they never did. And I remembered he said that, " There is no real love in high school. They are no such thing as true love. Keep everything as a friend. What for go fall in love so early? Love is just a feeling. Ever heard of falling in and out of love? " He said a lot of things that is too much to be written down here. He just said be a good person. And you'll end up in a happy life. And that was what made me think that... well, it's true.

The feelings was gone... Somehow. I don't know why. But after seeing that old rat, feelings came back. So training was good. And khai, I may not go next week. Girls got friendly match with the Singporeans.... Haha.. Will confirm when YC tells me kay?

Is this the moment where I look in the eye?
Forgive my broken promise that you'll never see me cry,
And everything it will surely change
Even if I tell you I won't go away today.

Will you think you're all alone
When no one's there to hold your hand?
When all you know seems so far away
And everything is temporary, rest your head,
I'm permanent.

I know he is living in hell very single day,
And so I ask, oh God is there some where to take his place?
And when they say it's touch and go
I wish I could make it go away but still you say

Will you think that you're all alone,
When no one's there to hold your hand?
When all you know seems so far away
And everything is temporary, rest your head
I'm permanent, I'm permanent

I this the moment where I look you in the eye?
Forgive my promise that you'll never see me cry.

This song really touched my heart.....
I love you.