Monday, February 15, 2010

Imperfect




Hello people;
I'm feeling so lifeless, emo and depress today. & YK, IT'S NOT YOUR FAULT. I was just bored. Donkey Cath is coming to my house from Wed to Sun. Isn't that just cool? But she'll be talking to her bf for ages. They are inseperable from each other. What to do..... I actually like being imperfect. More bubbly, more fun. I mean, mistakes are meant to be made. So yeah..

If I never met you, I wouldn't like you. If I didn't like you, I wouldn't fall in love with you. If I didn't fall in love with you, I wouldn't miss you. But I did, I do and I will.

You don't love someone for their looks, or their clothes, or for their fancy car, but because they sing a song only you can hear.

This is a story: Have We Met Before?

The warm and blamy weather created a perfect night in Southern California for the first outdoor party of summer. Wearing my best white summer dress to show off my newly acquired tan, I applied my makeup perfectly. My honey blond hair shined a new penny and bounced in a pageboy when I walked. I looked like a "hottie", and I knew it.

Busy talking to my friends, I saw some movement out of the corner of my eye. A tall, handsome guy had just walked into the backyard and took my breathe away. Older than all the other high school boys at the party, he stood out as a college man. I remembered one of the girls, Anne, said she had invited her older brother.

" Wanna dance?" I heard his deep voice beside me.
" Sure " I replied, certain he could hear my heart beating in my chest.
We danced cheek to cheek under the moonlight and talked about everything under the sun. The night finally ended, and I gave him my phone number, hoping he'd call.

There was just one little snafu. I was leaving on vacation the next morning. Two weeks at Lake Tahoe. My parents couldn't understand my reluctance to go- I had convinced myself that Paul would forget me by the time I returned.

I moped around during my entire vacation and read romance novels by the pool. My parents urged me to go to a dance at the local teem centre. I stubbornly said no. I had found my guy, and I didn't want to meet anyone else.

Everyday I sent him postcards- not the small size, the giant 5x7 variety. I wanted to make sure he didn't forget me. When I returned, I waited for my phone to ring- nothing-. So I took things into my own hands and planned a backyard party. All my friends came, and I held my breathe, waiting to see if Paul would show.

Finally, I heard his voice.

" Hi, there! I guess you've been in Taheo by the looks of my mailbox. "

" Yeah, you didn't forget me while I was gone, did you? " I asked, grinning sheepishly.

" How could I? I have enough postcards to paper my room. You are one crazy chick. I'm going to call you 'nutscake'.

" I'll allow that if you dance with me, " I stated boldly.

" I like a woman who knows what she wants, " he said, taking my hand and placing it on his shoulder. " You know, it's funny, all the time you were gone I felt like I knew you from somewhere. Have we met before? " he asked as we swayed together, cheek to cheek.

" Never ", I replied.
Forty years later, we're still together, snuggling and laughing. He still calls me 'nutscake'. I still remember that kiss, the romance of that night, and all the years that followed. The tall college man and the girl with the shiny blond hair have passed the years convinced they've known each other since forever.......

Nights guys. I hope you enjoyed the story. =)
I love you, my dear. Muax.






Sunday, February 14, 2010

The Amazing Part Of You







Hello people;
It's Valentine's Day! & my bf is not with me. Haha. Yes, he feels very guilty. He's in Kuantan. With nothing to do. What a way to spend Val's Day. But we talked a lot. So how was first day of CNY? Received a lot of angpau's yet? Cause I did. I went to visit my nanny.. Miss her home cook food. YUM YUM. She's the first pic. Love her. She's like my 2nd mum.. Can share and laugh with her. Anything, Everything. And I'm watching Madagascar 2 while writing this post.


Pictures shatter and pieces scatter like broken parts,
Last thing they need in life is another object that reminds,
They promise that time will mend and heal fragile hearts,
No amount of time can shatter the pictures in our minds.

You're beautiful,
Just like a sunset.
Your eyes, your smiles, your voice,
Are things I'll never forget.

I'm not afraid of death,
But I fear losing you,
Each day I wish so hard,
For you to come through.

You are the pretty light,
With eternal brightness,
That can bring me back
Pulling me from darkness.


I love you no matter what. No matter what character you show me. I'll be patient and kind. And understand you more and more as day passes by. Sometimes I just want you by my side. Just to feel your presence. Just to see you smile. Just to see you dodge away from the shuttles I throw at you. Just to see you laugh. But not your panic, worried look. No thanks. So once again. Happy Valentine's Day, laogong. & I love you.

Friday, February 12, 2010

Santa will be with you


Hey people;
I'm back! Well, I'll be posting everyday. As, its holidays. Boring holidays that will make me fat. Seriously. No kidding. Okay. 2010 is a total changed year. Kenny becoming Kelvin's big bro? NO WAY. And Kelvin got dumped on his birthday is a sad case. He so does not deserve her. All my old friends who I didn't contact for so long gave me so much of news... A shocking news. But I'm happy for all of them. But Kenny..... That one i need time to absorb lor..

Music. Life.
Check out sky.fm. Its a superb free radio station. With so many good artists and varieties of songs. Prove me wrong if you guys disagree with me. Hope not la. XD.

Friends.
Every one has friends right? Well, otherwise we would not be talking to people. And from friends, you will get to find your partners that you would want to spend your rest of your life with. So appreciate your friends. I'm not asking you to appreciate every one. Just appreciate the ones that are your true friends. Do not be stupid to appreciate cows and bulls. That time, I'll really call you a cow. Friends are easy to find. But how bout True Friends? In one in a million maybe 10 is a true one. So be one. Dont be a friend. Otherwise, you're not one that people will remember. Mark my words.

Sadness, Happiness & Anger.
Every one feels these feelings once in a while. So when you feel depressed, stressed, unhappy, just look up at the sky, don't care whether night or morning, and smile. Dont look at afternoon sky please. You'll be BLIND and sweating. Not a nice mixture for a bad day right?
=)

That's all for today. Love you guys.
Happy Val's Day dear!
Eventhough it's 2mr..
I love you.

Simple yet wonderful



Love

Love is like a lump of gold,
Hard to get, and hard to hold,
Of all the boy's I've every met,
You're the one I can't forget.
I do believe that God above,
Created you for me to love.
He chose you from all the rest,
Because he knew I would love you best
- Loy Bowman -

Hello people;
How's everyone? It's the last day of school isn't it? Well, enjoy people. Today school was boring. All free periods. But sports practice was good. Cause i skipped running training. Don't wanna see that stupid Chor's look. If it's not for Form 3 Red House, I would rather go prefect's march past. But I can't quit. Stink those runners. But got Ashley, Michelle, Sarah, Fei Lou, and Wye Jian in March Past. They seriously rock. Ping Hua & Yagnesh is totally hillarious.
Yagnesh: Luruskan barisan
Ping Hua: 1.2.3 down
Yagnesh: Hentak kaki dan jalan
Ping Hua: *laughing*
Yagnesh: What so funny?
Ping Hua: Madam is here, march properly
Yagnesh: Let's make them march down the hill
Ping Hua: *smack his butt*
Prefects: Nice one, Ping Hua!

I can't remember all.. Marching every day is just so nice and fun. So Val's Day is coming, all of you got your love one pressie yet?? It's okay if there's no pressie, it's about the love you share to each other. =)

Yi Khai, it's okay if someone has the same personality with you. God has placed you and him to be friends. & you are now! Aren't you proud of yourself yet? Better be.

I'm very happy for my donkey sister who is dating with her bf. If he bullies you, I make sure he's dead kay? But I do believe, he loves you very much.

Sometimes I really appreciate simple things. Like how simple we started out. How laidback he is. How simple he made things for me. How simple he made love feel. All those things are memorable for me. Cause he is simple yet wonderful. Every thing he says, he put it in a simple way. And I feel happy.

P.S: Don't ask what you said that was simple, Yi Khai. Cause I there are thousand and one things you had said that made my life so simple & easy.

I love you.



Thursday, February 11, 2010

Loving

Hello;
CNY is coming. Holidays are near. Exams are soon. & Love is still pursuing. Agreed?
Yes.. 2010 has a lot of changes. Right? Cath is one of them. Secret. But i think everyone changed. Nothing stays the same. Love is turning strong. Right Yi Khai? School is not really fun. Except during prefect's duty. Other than that, I'm really sick of books. And teacher's who teach nonsense in class.
Anyway, there's nothing much to post. Happy New Year everyone!
I love you guys. Especially my dear.

Tuesday, February 9, 2010

The power of His name


Hey guys;
Today I would like to share on His name that has such a big effect on us. And if you're a Christian, I do believe, all of you, know the power of His name. It's a story. And i can guarantee most of you had read this story before.


A girl was riding her bicycle at the very late night of the day. The route she takes everyday is dark, lonely and a lot of drunken men. When passing that alley, she always have that fear, "What if i get raped?", "What if something happens to me?". "Who's gonna look for me?"
She is a devoted Christian, believes and trusts that He will be there when she needed Him.
So one night, she went through that alley, and the men came towards her direction. So the only thing she said was a prayer. Praying that He will be her guidance and protects her from these men. She went home safely.
The next morning, she read the newspaper and one thing caught her eye. She read a column saying that 2-3 minutes before her, a girl was raped and dumped at the alley there. She went to the men and asked them, "Why didn't you rape me?". The answer was "There was something powerful around you that would not let us go near you."
That was the exact moment that she said another prayer. Saying thanks.
Believe and have faith. Do not underestimate the power of His name. God bless.

Friday, February 5, 2010

Colours In The Bay






Hello;
THAT is all my friends.. Today we celebrated UN day. Which all of us are asked to wear a costume. Which was very hot. The friends above are M gang. Today was awesome. Except our food didn't did so well. But the total was RM 319.50. It's donation to the old-folks home. So it's really a good amount of money.
And I freaking miss YK.. CNY is next week, so gotta wait 2 weeks before seeing each other again. I bet YK can't stand it. Haha. XD and his favourite phrase " I'm one of a kind ". Yes, you're really one of a kind. And you're awesome. You're the best guy. And remember what
we promised to give each other? I promise you till the end.. =)
I love you.
P.S: And I'm so gonna top up for you!!!