Superdy Memories..

Isnt that just cute?? Yes, it does huh. It reminds me of Marley & Me that show.. A dog who eats all kinds of rubbish and at the end die of stomach turned over. Sad but funny story. He loves to eat cake, tears things apart but he's a very special dog. :)

Yesterday didn't online since dad's attitude was a bit down.. You see.. Yesterday was the first ever time I pray to Father for more than 1 hour 20 minutes. Non-stop.. Just praying and praying.. Thanking and thanking for Father's miracles.. I told dad that i want to string my racket at AJ in Puchong. He said ok. I asked him to leave at 1. He said why so early. I say string my racket. At 1.30 also havent move his ass. Then i say can we go string my racket at AJ now? He said I thought we string at Megah.. I got the black face on.. So he drove to Puchong. It was jam as hell.. He got mad.. So I started praying that Father would give my dad peace and not get angry.. No change.. He still got mad.. Then i started screaming in my heart.. Father, I'm begging you. Why aren't you helping me!!! But I did not give up. The trafic cleared.. The traffic lights turned green and cars were moving.. I thank God non-stop for that.. Then as usual.. It was jam again.. Dad got angry again.. So i prayed and prayed again.. Prayed that the cars move and traffic light just turn green and long enough for us to go through. Miracle came.. Everything went fine from my prayers. Then it started to get jam again.. It started to rain also.. I prayed hard and hard.. I know we're gonna reach soon so I prayed harder.. My dad said I wont make it on time.. But i didn't give up. I told Father he has 20 minutes to do his miracle.. 20 min is a long time for Father.. And it did.. I reach MBA 15 mins before 3.. I thank God for those miracles he performed for me.. My dad's mood got better.. start to laugh and stuff.. SO PRAISE GOD!!!!

As usual.. I played badminton today.. only got 5 people.. so constantly rotate.. Tiring wei.. But it was fun..

I miss khai.. And thanks Cath for reminding our past.. We were so awesome.. Awesome duo... :) I love you so much Cath.. (sounds wrong but whatever)..

I love you too khai,, Don't be jealous o.. Anyway, training with khai is awesome.. Can tease him.. Haha.. :) See you in MBA..

Celebs....

Hey peeps:
Its been a long time since I ever updated. Too lazy to type la. If ask me cerita to you, I can talk for 24 hours. Anyway, Thanks to my sis, Cath to finally make me listen to Avril once again. Now I'm in love with her. But what she like not I like de.. Hehe... She like punk i like slow.. So not in common! Haha.. And she wants me to go church with her.. :) SHE LURVE ME.. ( i hope)...

What else.. I tried to end it with khai today. But stink him for saying all those stuff till I cried.. Haiz.. Then... Lazy say.. Buy me lunch or dinner and I'll tell you everything.

I got badminton today. This Malay teacher very open wan. Ask me whether Org Melayu sama dgn Org Cina or not.. She see so many student in our school coupling.. Then she ask whether some of them last after school.. I said depends. If they want they can. But most of the time, they break. Then she tell her love experience to us. My friends and I were laughing cause we were like making fun and joking with her.. So dumb la we all.. Then we started teasing madam.. Cause she tell all her past to us.. Especially me.. Oh wells... I'm so gonna talk to her next time..

Nothing to update also. So sien... :0 School's ending. o.O
I'll miss all my friends...
and canteen food.. (renovating it to be a 5star canteen)
And all those lame jokes from John and Zach and Emmanuel...
Haiz.. Too many names that had touched me heart this whole year...

I love you. :)
I'm sleepy... wanna sleep...

A New Beginning of.......

Lazy put picture la.. haiz...
All those loved ones of mine all never update blog.. This people somemore ask me update when sendiri don't update. So ah... I shouldn't be updating right?? *winks winks*
Nothing much happened lo.. Came back from Penang.. Ate a lot there... OOOH... And for the first time i RODE a PUBLIC BUS! RM 2 then i rode a FREE HOP ON BUS! It was so cool.. But then i sat near the engine.. so its jacuzzi without water.. After getting down.. my BUTT fully massaged de.. Then we continued over journey walking under the hot sun....
I'll update more later... So bored.. And school was so boring...

Loving You more and less... :D

Hey peeps;
Today is good. Right??? I hope so. I don't know also. Except for someone lu.. Dont wanna talk about it anyway..

Today I went to Mines. Watched a movie with my cousin. Bought a new lime green colour watch. Then ate Subway. Then McD. I'm growing fat. Whatever. I live to eat anyway. :D

Nothing much happened today. Woke up at 6 to send khai off to school. Then wait for him after school to teman him sms.. What else?? I cooked prawns tonight. I didn't eat a lot of dinner as I was full.. :)

I love you.

Will be going to Penang tmr. So I hope I'll enjoy and stop thinking bout the Scouts camp. HAIZZZ... I miss khai so much.. And I wanna get something for khai and cath from there.. I hope.. :) T-shirt for khai if can.. how bout Cath? Tell me what you want! Otherwise I get you a DRESS + SKIRT. That time.. you'll die de lo.. :D hor???

Take care people. Khai you better miss me!

Picture Perfect

Hey peeps;
Yesterday was a sucky day. Wedding was so noisy and my dad was drunk and he got pissed for no reason. So since my house got guests around, my mum say be "kambing korban" and just say sorry. So I did. And i got pawn. Whatever. And I cried till 2+??? But stink me for sending the nice message to darling at 1+ ler.. He saw and POOF.... He asked me why I wasn't asleep since I was suppose to sleep with him together.. So finally he got me convinced to sleep with him.. And surprisingly I did..

So when this morning I got up, my eyes were super swollen.. Everyone saw the double lid.. Due to crying... And my cousin made me spill everything.. I was so tired so I slept in the car when I was on the way to Mid-valley... Then I was still so groggy I went to Starbucks to get a coffee caramel.. And a choc banana muffin.. I was feeling better by the afternoon.. Then I fell asleep again on the way back..

I was smsing darling then he went to training so I just went shop with my mum.. Went and eat lunch at food court.. Then continued shopping lo.. But I was just chatting all the way with my cousin.. Was telling him bout darling and me.. So he listened and said I should know darling's bad side first. But darling.. I seen your dark side on my BIRTHDAY! haha.. so ok lu.. But i guess i haven't seen most of darling's side hor? :)

Then I went for badminton in the afternoon since that young boy wants me to go so badly. So i went lo. And i got a swollen wrist. Sad. Even darling injured his leg yesterday. Bad darling. Make ur gf worried and sad. :( try to make you happy with something still got disappointed face.. Make me feel so not nice and heart-broken. :( ALL YOUR FAULT, darling.

Just now I went out for dinner. For 13 person, 10 dishes and the price was only RM260. So my dad said I should do my wedding there and I said no problem since the food is good. So darling... Cheap place with good FOOD.... :D

I love you darling. :) Forever and always. Remember what i said in the message ya..
And i enjoyed yesterday. A lot. Thank you darling.

Music makes my Life Perfect

Hey peeps;
I went out today to fetch my cousin brother.. He came back from Singapore for tmr's cousin's wedding.. I bought a pair of new white high heel shoes. Since it was on discount.. Then i went shopping for a formal dinner bag but nothing was nice so i walked away.. While i was walking I was staring at my phone and my watch.. waiting for the time to pass so I can sms my baby after he finishes his school.. While I was walking back to the original place, GUESS who i SAW? I saw baby! I was shocked but i'm so happy.. I had to look away so that I won't do anything to him.. I recognize Sam first then I was like eh... So familiar one.. Then suddenly i saw someone.. walking like a bunny.. half walking half jumping... was baby.. I shouted his name and he halted and look at me.. Then we chatted... Then he introduced to me who was with him.. I was embarass but Sam blushed! Haha.. because of seeing me finally.. oh wells.. What to do.. But it was faith.. really... Got a chance to meet baby leh.. too bad baby didnt have his phone.. otherwise i could have smsed him all the way..

Then I went to C.Junior... Saw these 3 samseng guys there.. You know yourself you not lengzai de la.. still want to act cool wa... haizz... and were playing cards there.. i bet they had been there for quite some time.. but... my mum was practically staring at them.. asking me whether their hairstyles were nice.. i ignored her and ate frnech fries.. :)

I'm gonna go for a church wedding ceremony tmr morning at 9... Imagine getting up at 6.30.. bathe.. wear formal dress.. put on earrings.. blowdry my hair... wear nice high heels in the early morning! So NOT me!!!!! But... relative ma... then I would rush to MBA to see baby then rush back home to bathe and do the same routine and rush back to PJ Hilton for the wedding dinner.. Tomorrow would be the most tiring day for me... But baby, I will still pei you kay? You're the first priority in my life..

It's time to go since baby offline de.. i love you lots. :)
God bless everyone kay?

Only God can Satisfy

THINKING BOUT THE PAST.......

Hey people;
I've finally finished my form 4 entrance exam. And it was hard. And I feel so good and partly empty. Why are we restless? Why are we constantly searching for lasting peace and contentment, and yet never fully satisfied? "My friends all say I have everything anyone could ever want," one man wrote me recently, "but down inisde I'm empty and restless. What's wrong with me?" Countless people could echo his cry, if they were honest.
The Bible says this happens to us fir a very good reason: We are imcomplete without God. If we leave Him out of out lives, we have an empty place in our souls, a yearning deep inside us that only God can satisfy. No matter how hard we try, if we ignore God that hollow place stays with us, and our search for lasting peace and happiness will be futile.
Centuries ago St.Augustine wrote, "You have made us for Yourself, O God, and our hearts are restless until they find their rest in You." Only God can satisfy the deepest longings of your heart.

I would close this teaching in a bible verse.
You are complete in Him,
who is the head of all principality and power.

Sometimes I wonder to myself, who am i gonna hold on to when all my close ones leaves me. Think bout it. I was close to H.minn, then our friendship ended. I was close to Ashley and now she's leaving school. I was good with my piano teacher, and she left cause she was getting married. AH. whatever it is right, why are all the people who I just got close to would leave me when I thought I could stand with them forever. But I guess it's God's plan. So I'll leave it to him. :)

Baby, I'm sorry if I've been cold to you. It was just stressed and I was tired. I know you very good wan.. Don't angry kay? But thanks for telling me. At least I know I didn't treat you very nice. I love you kay? See you this saturday. At least you'll get a chance to see me in a formal dress! Haha.. Lucky you.. :)

Being Faithful To My Father

Hello peeps;
Entrance exam for today was so hard till evryone gave up.. you can volunteer to do and you'll too, walk out of the hall. Science was part of form 4's Chemistry, Physics and a bit of Bio. Maths was... ADD MATHS! BM... was BM format! And in 1 hr 30 mins... haizz.. at least I slept through half of the paper.. hehe.. Exams are just so boring.. seriously..

I wanna share on The Right Question

- Life isn't always fair, nor is it always the way we wish it were. Disappointments, tragedies, griefs, failures, disablities, illness, injuries, rejections, suffering, grief - these will come our way, sometimes at the most unexpected times or in the most unexpected ways.
- When they do, it's natural to ask, "Why,Lord? Why did You let this happen to me?" It's not wrong to ask this; God may even answer our cry ( or at least give us a hint ), because He has lessons to teach us through this experience.
- But the most important question we should ask when life turns against us isnt "Why?", but "What?" "What do You want me to do, Lord? How should I react to this situation? What respons do You want me to make?

If You abide in Me,

and My words abide in you,
you will ask what you desire, and it
shall be done for you.

So remember, when you're in crisis or anything, make sure look up and pray and ask for his guide. Our Father is the only person who can perform MIRACLES. And i do believe, whatever that has happened to me. was his perfect timing. Think and do.

I love you.

Motivational Day of Mine

I WANNA SERVE YOU.....



today. Wanted to go out with sis wan.. but she already got date.. with Chu Wen..
So i go out with dad..
To buy storybooks...
And eat lunch at my favourite "Uncle Snack" stall...
WED & THURS is Form 4 entrance exam..
I don't care la.. screw it... waste of time..
I spent all dat watching "Rice Family" and a bit of anime "Winter Sonata" and a bit of motivational slideshows.. Just for the music actually...
It just taunts my eyes for tears..
If got time.. please see...

"SPARROW" in YOUTUBE. A old father and his son. Touching.

hmm... boring day actually... nothing to do also...
see.. that's the disadvantage of finishing PMR and lazing around..
I needa get a life man..
And Cath, you owe me a day to do Jagung pudding for neighbours ah!..
What else...
My cousin's wedding this Saturday! So my relatives will be down by Thursday...
Oh wells... I got nothing much to say de...
Ashley will be leaving school next year..

Stink her for ditching in Arts alone..
And I just love studying with her.. and now she's gone..
SLEY!

I love you. :))

Beautiful Soul

AMAZING......

Hey, finally the dreaded date has finally arrived. PMR is over. But i got so much to do till I don't even feel the fun. I got 3 stuff to organize, thousands of letters to type.... ah... God just give me the strength to go through all this.. It's gonna drain all my strength from me.. Nothing has happened lately.. Got no mood to post.. bye..
I love you.

Waiting All My Life :)

Hey people.
Pmr is in 1 more day. Then it's over.
I got nothing much to post. Since i'm hungry now. Hehe.
Things happen. Things return back to normal. I call it confusion.
I call it life. I call it lessons. N i call it memories.
Things change so sudden till i also dont know what I'm doing.
I;m bored. But I need to study.
Dear going out for dinner tonight.. leaving me alone.. haizz...
Then cath is complaining cuz she has to wear a dress for a wedding..
Be more feminine gurl!
Haha...

I love you. See you guys after PMR.
God, i feel so itchy to play badminton. Damn. Time to lose weight man...